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Paul - PHILTHY.US

About Me


There is an idea of who I am...some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why.I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed. My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.
i am a musician and perform in the following acts:
panzer division (myspace)
panzer division
passable plastic
i work on a zine / webzine:
triczine/trixine chem corp.
i take photos
PHILTHY.US
PHILTHY.US @ MODEL MAYHEM!!!
my current paintings:PHILTHY.US in PRINT:Philthy.us has some photos printed in the latest URB Magazine from the january 4AM in philly party....check out the news stands..ADVENTURE TIME
favorite shot ever.. <3 alice
2 HOT NEW REMIXES OF RUINIT by PHILTHY PAULhttp://www.filesavr.com/ruinit-polarbearsphilthypaulrmx
http://www.filesavr.com/ruinit-isyouevilphilthypaulrmxhttp:/ /www.filesavr.com/ruinit-isyouevilphilthypaulrmx

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A bare room, lit by one light bulb. The walls are blank except for a Les Miserables poster. There is one ratty chair.that is most powerful which remains unknownexcept unto you, and you alonethere are secrets that slumber behind these eyesand I stand by my secrets, my truths, and my liesthere are secrets that soar where the eagle fliesabove man's truths, and beyond his liesthere are secrets that slither with snakes in the nightcoiled in shadows, far distant from lightthere are secrets that confront you in the mid-day sunyet remain unknown to everyonea secret burns bright while its law is obeyedbut is doomed to fade when that law is betrayedfor that is most powerful which remains unknownexcept unto you, and to you alone

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