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{X3MC}-Unearthed--I think the best way to do this blurb is with a full blown personification. That should help those who don't know me as close as the rest. I'll try my best to keep this as simple as possible. I'm a spirit that can be broken down into six characters. Bear w/ me. (C) This is me, Chad, the physical source. I'm the one that makes mistakes and know better. I'm all about fun. I'm all about yokes (humor). I believe in my heart that my purpose here in life is for the good and benefit of everyone else. To make people smile, or laugh, even when it's the worst of times. The rest of (C) would be love. I'm the type that loves to love and loves to be loved. Notwithstanding, well.. I haven't lost my faith in love; I have just about lost my faith in people acknowledging love when they see it. How did Manson put it? "Why is it when you hate, you know it's real; but when you love, you don't really know if it's real or not?" But I know love. It's everything that is not hate. Nuff said. (M) This is my third part. The one I call Mikhaul. This is the voice inside of my head. My uniqueness. (M) is my intellect. My sharpness. From here comes my inquisitive nature. I love to know things. Knowledge and wisdom are sacred to me, and any chance that I have to learn something new is an opportunity to become more than what I am now. I think personally that this portion of my soul can mostly be easily accepted, yet at times has a tendancy to see things partly and not essentially as a whole. Perfection takes time though, so it's all good. (L) This is the Gem In I. This name will not be spoken, but it is my left side. The dark half. Born of hurt, conjured by wrongs, powered by pain, and the only part of me able to omit hate. Thankfully, I have this part ultimately under control. There are hardly a few that has ever seen my bad side and most never will. It takes an incredible amount to piss me off and bring (L) out of me. But if he's free, God help us all. The only time I really can't control him is when drama shows it's fat head. I am the essence of anti-drama. I loathe drama. I'm all about keeping it real and being honest, especially if it hurts. A polite lie is never better than a harsh truth. And when drama shows, (L) comes out, then I have to become straightforward and destructive. I don't like that. That part of me doesn't belong in me. Like I said though, the love in my heart keeps (L) at bay. Pray you never see him. I've given you half of my soul. Here's the rest. Oh, and no more names, unless you ever read my books. (A) This is the dramatic part of my personality. Not drama, no. This is a part of me that is serious when it's time to be serious. This is a part that is adaptive to whatever situation comes along. And this part, which I most adore, is confidential. Everyone comes to me with an opportunity to tell me any and everything, and they never ever have to worry about me saying anything to anyone. I keep it all for my own, and try my best to help in any way that I can. My own mother will tell anyone, "If it's anything that boy can do... he can keep a secret." Understand though that I do have a threshold. If it comes to children or something that my conscience tells me that is extensive enough that has to be known, I'll overstep my line. But that has only happened once, and it had to do w/ a situation where children were involved. (C2) This portion of my personality is the Jester. The one you'd love to hate, but can't help but love. This is my insanity. Even though this portion carries practicality, it can be real devious. Don't ever let me have an opporutunity to get you, because one of my oldest sayings is "get them before they get me." Any chance to embarass you, or scare the daylights out of you, or get you to a point where you're like "I'm so going to get you back for that," I'll take it. This portion of me is also the most puzzling. I'm crazy. I'll do things for absolutely no reason other than to make people think, "Why in the world did he just do that?," or, "Did you see that?," or, "OH MY GOD!," or, "Something is seriously wrong w/ him." I love it. I can't help it. It's all for the yokes. (G) Finally, the compassionate element. Pathetic in it's delicacy. This is the gentle portion. The one that understands. The shoulder to cry on. This really is my most hated parts of my whole personification. Only because this is my fragile part. I'm not really sensitive, because I'm humble and have no pride. But I loathe a traitor; a backstabber. That was Satan's crime against God. I think betraying someone is the worst thing a person could ever do. That's the type of thing that I'm fragile to. I hate the thought of someone not liking me for any reason or no reason at all. That breaks my heart, and I don't like that. Life is too short not to love. Plus, when I hurt, someone inside me wakes up. God forbid. So I think I just kinda broke myself down to a science. I'm going to finish this w/ a couple quotes. Dig it.“Life presents you with choices to make, opportunities to take, and obstacles to overcome, and it presents them to you when it’s good and ready and not one moment before. There is no sense in worrying about something over which you have no control.”“Focus on the solution, and not the problem. Don’t give all your attention to what has been done. Rather, look real hard at what you have to do next.”“Wisdom teaches the value of things and the wise person cares not for what they cannot have.”“Why should it be so difficult for us to admit we are wrong when there is nothing more helpful to resolving a problem than doing so?”“When you meet someone better than yourself, turn your thoughts to becoming his equal. When you meet someone not as good as you are, look within and examine your own self.”“Only with wisdom can you see that belief in what you do not see can lead you to see what you believe. Some call this faith.”“The wise person knows that there is sometimes more power in words left unsaid.”“To allow yourself to be happy is the greatest wisdom there is.”“Wisdom is like the darkness. In darkness all colors can agree.”“It will all be the same in 100 years.”Everyone rules. Let the good times roll! -M640