zakiyyah. peace please. [cheese toast]

About Me

get your own layout here! :)get your own layout here! :) get your own layout here! :)get your own layout here.When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace.--- Jimi Hendrix
hello party people.
thee name is Zakiyyah.
i can't stand when people say my name wrong. it just sort of bugs me. say it with me--Za-key-uh. that wasn't so hard was it? yes, i'm that girl from st. francis. no, i don't go there anymore. i miss it most days. but i guess all things happen for a reason.please don't ask if i'm single. not to be rude, but i'm happy in my relationship. your game, swag, whatever you want to call it, cannot compare to jonas in any way, shape, or form. j'adore mi amor. so, let's just answer your burning question. it's obvious i'm mixed. with what, you ask? panamanian, colombian, black, creek, cherokee, japanese, italian, and a few others. so, now you can stop wondering. i'm fairly random. extremely goofy. i'm what you'd call an activist without a cause. i'm very openminded. i like new things and new people. i have no use for closeminded people. they disturb me. i want to leave my mark on this world. i'll be happy when i die knowing that i helped at least one person. there's something insanely hot about jimi hendrix. the man was just, like, wow. i read like there's no tomorrow. i love to learn new and interesting things. I'm a bit of a nerd but my grades don't reflect it. i rarely show up to school. i try, but i wasn't really made for regular school. oh well. it's almost over. i'm down to earth. it's hard for me to take a compliment. i'm very straight forward. i tend to say what i'm thinking. now that i'm a senior, i'm finally starting to come into myself. i'm learning what i'm all about. i have come to learn that i think a lot. i'm helllllaaa settled, from my head to my toes. i do my own thing. i live in my own world. i tune the rest of you out. i don't fit into your mold of an average girl. i know that i'm different. i try to see the coolness in everyone. i don't like labels. judge me if you want, i don't care.
mission to mars. can you handle the loch ness monster?
i truly love talking to people. send me a message. if you're interesting, i'll reply.
you want beef? talk to a butcher. i don't do drama.
letsmakeCHANGE

My Interests

according to him, i'm a "good for nothing" girlfriend. according to me, he's a whore. now that's what i call love.

"i'll fedex my love and have you sign for my heart."
I want a love like me thinking of you thinking of me thinking of you TYPE LOVE
or me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to myself about how I feel about you TYPE LOVE
or hating how jealous you are but loving how much you want me all to yourself TYPE LOVE.
Or seeing how yourmy first name just sounds so good next to myyour last name.
And shit- I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you and I barely made it out of my garage.
See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls asleep then wonder if she's dreaming about us being in love TYPE LOVE
or who loves the other more or what she's doing at this exact moment or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts.
Closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could just hurt so much when she's not there and shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed TYPE LOVE.
And check this- I wanna place those little post-it notes all around the house so she never forgets how much I love her[him] TYPE LOVE,
Then not have enough ink in my pen to write all the love TYPE LOVE
and hope I make her[him] feel as good as she makes me feel.
And I wanna deal with my friends making fun of me the way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love TYPE LOVE.
The only difference is this is one of those real love TYPE LOVES.
And just like in high school I wanna spend hours on the phone not saying shit and then fall asleep and then wake up with her[him] right next to me and smell her[him] all up in my covers TYPE LOVE.
And I wanna try counting the ways I love her[him] then lose count in the middle just so I could start all over again.
And I wanna celebrate one of those one-month anniversaries even though they ain't really anniversaries but doing it just 'cause it makes her[him] happy TYPE LOVE.
And check this- I wanna fall in love with the melody the phone plays when our numbers dial in TYPE LOVE
and talk to you until I lose my breath, she leaves me breathless, but with the expanding of my lungs I inhale all of her[him] back into me.
I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to her[him] longer 'cause in all honesty, I want to avoid one of them high cell phone bill TYPE LOVES.
And I don't want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are. I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love you as long as I'd like to TYPE LOVE.
And I want a love that makes me st-st-st-stutter just thinking about how strong this love is TYPE LOVE
and I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair.
Well maybe not all of the hair, maybe like I'd cut the split ends but it would still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her[him].
I kind of feel comfortable now so I even be fantasize about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory, get transported to some third world country just to get treated and somehow meet up again with you so I could fall in love with you in a different language and see if it still feels the same TYPE LOVE.
I want a love that's as unexplainable as she is but Iâ€™m married, so she is going to be the one that I share this love with.
-Shihan "This Type Love"

I'd like to meet:

you.

add him.
fast.
give the radio a rest.
pump some real music through your speakers.

Music:

i'm a music junkie.
i listen to all types.
the who, the cure, the clash,
the cure, bob dylan, creedence
clearwater revival, jimi
hendrix, and tons of others fill my ipod.
i don't listen to the radio anymore.
it's filled with wannabes and fakes.
and most of it isn't real music.
but that's just my opinion.

Heroes:

cool people.

thee detailssss. bruh.

current status: like sonny&cher. i got you babe.
place of origin: you've never heard of it.
body type: he likes it.
play the race card: i've got a full deck.
sign: the forgotten one. cancer.
kids: are annoying.
here for: you.
school: is overrated.
place of work: ugh.
income: not enough...

My Blog

the meaning of senioritis.

so, someone asked me what language 'senioritis' is derived from.ANSWER."senior"-latin for elder."-itis"- african for just doesn't give a shit....
Posted by zakiyyah. peace please. [cheese toast] on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 12:31:00 PST

thee absolute coolest guys i know.

i was feeling inspired. and so, these are the guys who mean most to me in my life. not all of em. some are just people i've met along the way. but at the moment, they're all the coolest guys i know. t...
Posted by zakiyyah. peace please. [cheese toast] on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 09:53:00 PST

A Couple of My Poems....lemme kno what u think

A Cry for Help You wonder why I cry You ask if its because of you You wonder if its because of my mother You wonder why I dont wanna talk about it You think Im so happy Because on the outs...
Posted by zakiyyah. peace please. [cheese toast] on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 07:50:00 PST