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Phantomwolf

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About Me

There are a great many ways to describe myself, but I will keep it brief. I want to be a legend, and not in my own mind. I am an extremely private person who acts like he is not. It is because of this dichotomy that people are always confused about me. I can understand that from them, but what makes it hard is that they cannot understand me. This problem is compounded by the fierce reality that I, like all other people on earth cannot really change. We can not change who we fundamentally are. Call it Genetic, call it God's will, but in the end we are who we are and we have to live with it. So hence I have to live with the reality that I am unique, and painfully so. Lastly, there is the will. Know this about me, if there is one thing in life I know, it is the will. My determination and obsession to change the world around me, to make the vision be is unstoppable. Days, months, years will pass by, but in the deeper recesses of my soul I will continue to strive for what is right and just. I will continue the eternal struggle to please my dear Lord. In the end I only have my choice to be.
.. You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative


100%

Existentialist


75%

Postmodernist


75%

Idealist


63%

Romanticist


38%

Fundamentalist


31%

Modernist


25%

Materialist


0%
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

.. I swore an oath long ago that I would never stoop down to Internet dating, and I am intent on keeping that promise. I don't mind, however, meeting new people, but I will keep myself somewhat mysterious and private. I DO NOT MAKE FIRENDS, I CHOOSE THEM. That is the way I am. Though I know I cannot fundamentally change my personality, I can help out my behavior, which is more a function of conditioning, and get better insight into who I really am. I do not have all the answers; in-fact, I am quite inadequate in that regard, hence that is why I keep searching for them.<>
You scored as Albus Dumbledore. Strong and powerful you admirably defend your world and your charges against those who would seek to harm them. However sometimes you can fail to do what you must because you care too much to cause suffering.

Albus Dumbledore


95%

Harry Potter


90%

Sirius Black


85%

Remus Lupin


85%

Severus Snape


80%

Ginny Weasley


75%

Hermione Granger


75%

Draco Malfoy


70%

Ron Weasley


55%

Lord Voldemort


55%
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My Blog

A most important colum from accross the waters

I never thought the day would come that I would read Pravda, and no, I don't mean the NY times, that's just way to far to the left.  I believe Satan, not the Sulzberger family publish it.  No, It has ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Jun 2009 18:36:00 GMT

A random meditation on feeling alone

It's quiet tonight and they sit alone again with my thoughts.  My lonely life continues not because there is a dearth of friends with whom I can speak to but because there is a dearth of lives to touc...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 20:03:00 GMT

Of restless sleep, of pain of this life

From the dephts of restless sleep and the inner turmoil of everyday that keeps the vigilant and empathetic soul awake................... .r{} @font-face {font-family:"Cambria Math"; panose-1:2 4 5 3 5...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 22:49:00 GMT

Cadillac Dreams

    So here I am sitting at a pizzaria listing to some old time Sinatra being played on the radio and I am again reminded about certain things, about me, about this thing called life. ...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 19:53:00 GMT

It was on nights like these many years ago

IT WAS ON NIGHTS LIKE THESE MANY YEARS AGO THAT I WOULD WRITE IN MY MANY JOURNALS. Now where have i gone? where did the pen go that composed many visions and revelations? Where did the pen go that ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 18:50:00 GMT

Reply to a question

Looking in the blogs yesterday, I saw distress, a question from one of my truest and most beloved of friends.  She asked a question, perhaps the most vital of questions, a question that needs to ...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 19:53:00 GMT

Phantomwolf contra Sartre

    What is our preception of our world? Do we look upon the most innocent of nature's creation and find absurdity or to we find beauty in variation and "imperfection." Taking a splen...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 19:07:00 GMT

the whole truth

So tell me how does it feel to be betrayed by God? How does it feel to hate your life and all around it. How does it feel to be owed so much and receive nothing but pain instead. 30 miserable years...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 18:52:00 GMT

What I want vs What I need

I went on line this morning and I saw a plea from a friend that opened the floodgates of thought in my mind, and so as such I must share my experience, wisdom, and of course, hard gained wisdom of age...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 21:50:00 GMT

A few reflections from last week on changes

Moses is dead Moses is dead, and so is Judah Ben-Hur, the omega man, Major Dundee, and a whole hoast of others.  I think you all know where I am getting at with all this, but it is the connocati...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 06:39:00 GMT