♥ Vanessa ♥

I hate these things but Here are the Basics:
Let's see... My name is Vanessa, but most of the people I know call me Vana. I just got the Lap Band and it has been a really strange but great ride in my life, I have had so many up's, and down's with it but I still wouldn't change it for the world. I am a much happier person and I am ten times more pleasant of a person to be around most of the time because of it. I still have no clue who I am most of the time because I have changed so much but I guess that will come in time. I still have my moments where I am the most self conscious person you will ever meet but hey who doesn't have their moments of self doubt? I work at NWOV Hospital as a Respiratory Therapist and I absolutely love it so far. I am by no means a "party girl" but that doesn't mean I can't handle a good time, but at the same time I love to be at home watching a good movie, or reading a good book, or just sitting with someone I consider great company. Sometimes I can be painfully shy, it is a curse really. I can come off as a bitch or a prude but most of the time it is totally unintentional really. I have tended to put trust in the wrong people and it really has bitten me in the ass so I am a bit guarded at first :/ I have a tendency to fall into "like" pretty fast and I tend to fall hard it is one of my biggest flaws really. I have really bad trust issues with guys, sorry boys. I try to find the good in people, but let's face it sometimes there is no good in some. I hate it when people don't like me, and have a little case of Social Anxiety so I hold back alot until I get to know someone. Sorry. I have a mjor case of road rage and curse more than a girl should but it all makes me the wonderful person I am! Haha
I like alot of things like:
♥Penguins.
♥Cherries.
♥Tattoos: I have 4 :)
♥Holding Hands.
♥Cuddling
♥Kisses
♥Reading.
♥Writing.
♥Starting to like someone new. :)
♥the weird stages of getting to know a new love interest
♥Long Drives at Night.
♥Seeing the City Lights in the Middle of the Night
♥Living life to the fullest
and I dislike alot of things like:
*Liars.
*Cheaters.
*People who talk shit.
*Judgemental People.
*Mean people in general.