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I am your Fate

The only interesting answers are those which destroy the questions. ~Susan Sontag

About Me

I've no time for the games of children and no inclination to play... that you must listen closely to hear.....life is a series of choices.... I dream in color and live vibrantly. Elusive, enigmatic, intellectual, artistic, bohemian, paradoxal, a free spirit w/deep bonds to those things that ground me.(should I add reserved?...lol) I am passionate, which means I usually leap before I think. Who you see is who I choose at that moment to be...the surface is an illusion, the depths take time and effort to reach and understand.... I breathe life, deeply into my soul. Never apologize for my past it is what shaped and defined who I am today. I am afraid to trust but I trust effortlessly. I'm organized. Ever changing, yet always the same..My life is luminous it glows with a meaning of its own ... again (I hate repeating myself) the reasons I have fuzzy pictures......1) I like them that way first and foremost.. they are asthetically pleasing to me... 2) No one sees you as you are so distortion isnt a bad thing 3) Most of you in fact almost all know me real time so the pictures are irrelevant........
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....... Life isnt about finding yourself.... Its about CREATING yourself-------- ... for all you people who whine about my indirectness... is it possible that YOU are the ones being indirect? Be clear be consice be direct and the answers you get will mirror the questions you ask...maybe your asking questions that have no answers...

My Interests

my interests are limitless... but my time is limited (so dont waste it). Painting..the creative kind not the interior design kind.. being outdoors.. the ocean .. the search for stillness and the lost self... Im game for almost anything that doesnt involve heights ...at least not really high ones....well other than flying I love to fly~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Picasso - "Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life"
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I'd like to meet:

***REMEMBER this when dealing with me: "Its not what I feel about you but what I feel for no one else." *** I am a people watcher Id like to meet anyone with an inspired idea.. an odd train of thought.. interesting conversation... limitless imagination.... I have no boundaries on the people I seek.. no preconceived notions of what is acceptable .. and I hold little disapproval for others lives ....... thrill me with your brilliance(funny I think maybe I am the people id like to meet...... if that makes sense then IT must be you im seeking)“I, with a deeper instinct, choose those who compel my strength, who make enormous demands on me, who do not doubt my courage or my toughness, who do not believe me naive or innocent, who have the courage to treat me like a woman.” Anais Nin quoteMY FRIENDS LIST IS BACK TO BEING ALPHABETIZED... (OTHER THAN THE FIRST 8 BECAUSE YOU GUYS ROCK) I LOVE YOU ALL, FOR WHAT EACH OF YOU BRINGS INTO MY LIFE... ALL HAVE A PLACE NO ONE IS LOST OF FORGOTTEN..................................................
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Music:

Everything ....... music, like poetry and nature feed the soul..... I prefer something mellow... background noise for the rest of my life to surround. But I do love anything acoustic and musicians that no one else has ever heard of.......

Movies:

lol......... I saw the WORST movie in history .... 30 days of Night... dont even bother when it comes out on DVD...( I need to get out more often if thats the last movie ive seen )I think I need to get out more if that was the last movie I could think of to put here but I did see The Bank Job... better than expected...and the company was good....

Television:

Don't watch it seriously (well unless im bored on a business trip)..... CURRENT MOON about the moon

Books:

Update: Two new books today... Speeches that changed the world and Moral Minds by Marc Hauser.... Rereading A Chronology of Western Architecture....

Heroes:

We are all Heros in our own stories.... Heroism is living.. existing and thriving... I offer thanks to those who serve our country, here and overseas. To those who fight internally for the rights that we take for granted ... and those that fight every day just to make it to the next..........(and thank those with creative minds for the fantasy heros like Superman, the Hulk and Spiderman who keep my monster child occupied and teach him lessons about honor.)...Wherever there is a human being there is an opportunity for kindness.. support LRO

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I have Always Existed.....

For those who are close to me you will know what this is... to others it could be interesting.... either way it exists.....lol http://s131.photobucket.com/albums/p294/bluuskyy/?action=vie w¤t=all...
Posted by I am your Fate on Fri, 23 May 2008 07:54:00 PST

I have kissed you........

I have kissed you in the darkness, loved you through the rain Traversed eons of emptiness in search of you&& The scars of your burning stare still cause twinges of residual pain The nerves never heale...
Posted by I am your Fate on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 03:12:00 PST

Bare and Bleeding.........

Bare and Bleeding Rent asunder Prying eyes peer in   Relentlessly prodding Carelessly probing Scandalous deeds of sin   Angry Mobs charging Eyes cast downward Shame rises unchecked within ...
Posted by I am your Fate on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:27:00 PST

Masquerade............

Sometimes what something represents is not what it is... there is emptiness in the world people have forgotten why we are here.... we lay waste to our lives in the pursit of what we cannot find ...
Posted by I am your Fate on Tue, 08 May 2007 08:27:00 PST

We can call it Life.......

To hell with the climate change  Let's all just drink champagne While we throw paint at the wall We will call it art, sell it for a fortune Thus allowing us to drink more champagne   To hell...
Posted by I am your Fate on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 09:54:00 PST

The Power of a HUG

I love this its amazing I borrowed if from someone else's page but it makes you want to laugh and cry at the same time.......... but it makes you happy...or to say the least it made ME happy....  ...
Posted by I am your Fate on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 03:48:00 PST

Celestial Blue

Salient eyes of celestial blue A bright crown of radiant sunshine Slashing Scars define chest and spine Jester dolling out humor like cheap wine Velvet Hands, With a disarming touch Lips lac...
Posted by I am your Fate on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 06:44:00 PST

Part Three....

Part Three&&& The Muses know& She is his breath his soul his secondary spirit Her luminosity fills him with hope She is the fire in his stoic existence The siren song &the flame&she ignites him She r...
Posted by I am your Fate on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 07:20:00 PST

Part Two

Part Two&&& The Gods stood speechless incapacitated by Time Watching The Two who had emerged from the earth Standing shrouded in silence Bathed in the luminous glow of the spirit Searching for the ...
Posted by I am your Fate on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 05:32:00 PST

Part One............

Part One&.. There was silence and infinite darkness Time gathered her tattered crimson cloak about her Exhaled gently and closed her eyes Gnarled staff in hand she sealed the chapter on darkness Eve...
Posted by I am your Fate on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 07:24:00 PST