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evil eyed goddess

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About Me

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Well let's see..what about me should I give you the reader of my myspace the honor of knowing.....most of you that are my friends know almost everything about me...but let's see...I live in missouri with Jason and our beautiful daughter Arianna...she is the love of our lives..a very smart, funny, sweet, happy, well adjusted little girl with LOTS of energy..I am an at home mom and a damn good one at that :o) my child goes 90 to nothing all day and I wouldn't have it any other way..if you went to school with me or are my family you know that I am a big mouth but only with the best intentions in mind..I love myself...I am very funny and friendly, I try to be non-judgemental but sometimes I just can't help it...I adore my family..I am very close to my brothers and sisters...I will tell you upfront that I really don't care what you think of me..if you don't like me don't talk to me.. I'm just me..and if you don't like me then leave me the hell alone..I try to give everyone a chance and if you screw that up I'll just say next and move on...I'm a very happy person with a little skitzoteria mixed in...I'm all around just great!! Hehehe

My Interests

I HAVE MANY INTERESTS..MOST OF THEM CONTAIN MY FAMILY..THEY ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME...VERY...I WOULD DIE FOR THEM...FRIENDS TOO...BUT I LOVE TO COOK, READ, PLAY ON HERE..HEHE..AND I LOVE TO WATCH MOVIES BUT I DONT USUALLY HAVE THE TIME...
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I walked past kenny rogers once..hehehe highlight of my life hahahaha!!!!
All About You
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What's your full name? Pamela Beck...you should all know that..sheesh hehe
Where do you reside? In a little town called......
Do you live with your parents or on your own? On my own of course
What level of education do you have? High school
Single or taken? Very much taken
How old are you? 26 27 next month
Heterosexual, bi, or homo? Hetero but men are starting to irritate me so maybe turning into a lesbian hahahhaa!!!!!!!!
Favorite food? Chinese or mexican mmmmm :o)
Favorite TV show? Dog the bounty hunter
Fall or spring? Spring
Winter or summer? Neither
How many bfs/gfs have you had? Plenty
Have you ever cheated? Nope...I'm not like that
Are you a virgin? Yes...I wonder where my daughter cam from though...hehehe
Do you like sushi? Never had it and don't plan on it
What do you think about professional wrestling? LOVE IT!!!!!
Do you shower every day? Yep...no stinky stinky hehe
Do you floss? If I need to
Are you a drinker? When I'm at my moms yes other than that no
What about a smoker? I smoked for 3 weeks of my life and got bored with it
How many sodas a day do you drink? I don't drink soda usually
Ever been skinny dipping? Ahh memories hehe
What's the wildest thing you've ever done? Let me see.....
What's your sign? Crabby crab
Where were you born? Stroud oklahoma
Who do you admire? My brothers and sisters
Coke or pepsi? Dr. Pepper
Are you religious? Y yes yes I am
Are you a health freak? Hell no.....you do know me right? Hehehe
Burger king or McDonalds? Mickey d's
Favorite Movie? Pretty in pink or super troopers
Favorite song? Die With Me by Type O Negative
Favorite brand of shoes? Demonia
Who was your first kiss? I do believe it was........
How old were you? I was 6
Most embarassing moment? Too many to count
Do you hate anyone? Hate is such a horrible word
How do you feel? Tired but happy
Where would you most like to visit/vacation? Oklahoma
Do you have any regrets? Plenty
Do you have, or want to have, children? I have a beautiful daughter!!
What political party do you most identify with? I don't...I think they're all jackasses...let's sit and talk about it :o)
Noise or silence? Some noise
Mac or PC? Pc
Computer or phone? Both the same to me hehehe
Are you a vegetarian? My veggies moo
Hairy body or non hairy body? It doesn't really matter
Do you prefer company of the same sex? I like the company of everybody
What would you change about MySpace? Whatever I want
Did you enjoy taking this survey? Not really
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Music:

Type o negative, korn, nirvana, pearl jam, nine inch nails, 30 seconds to mars, the breeders, aerosmith, evanesence, disturbed, staind, the toadies, blind melon, bare naked ladies, bon jovi, b-52's, candlebox, the cranberries, ccr, the cure, deftones, the darkness, dave matthews, depeche mode, dishwalla, the flaming lips, fleetwood mac, flyleaf, the flys, foo fighters, garbage, the goos, green day, gym class heros, incubus, inxs (old), jane's addiction, johnny cash, zepplin, lenny kravitz, lifehouse, lily allen, love and rockets, lynyrd skynyrd, marcy playground, marilyn manson, maroon 5, matchbox 20, metallica, motley crue, mudvayne, the nixons, no doubt, oasis, our lady peace, outkast, ozzy!!!, papa roach, poe, pusa, prince, the proclaimers, puddle of mudd, queen, rem, radiohead, ratm, rancid, rhianna, white zombie, rob zombie, semisonic, smashing pumpkins, soul asylum, soundgarden, spacehog, spin doctors, sponge, stabbing westward, steve miller band, stp, sublime, tears for fears, thied eye blind, three days grace, tlc, tom petty and the heartbreakers, trippin daisy, u2, ub40, velvet revolver, vertical horizon, counting crows, violent femmes, wallflowers, verve, verve pipe, weezer, 311, alabama, alice in chains, bad company, beck, beastie boys, blink 182, bush, cake, chevelle, collective soul, def leppard, drowning pool, duran duran, eve6, cracker, k's choice, 4 non blondes, meatloaf, AFI

Movies:

THE CROW, SMOKEY AND THE BANDIT, HOUSE OF A THOUSAND CORPSES, THE DEVIL'S REJECTS,ALL OF THE SAW MOVIES, PRETTY IN PINK, THE BREAKFAST CLUB, SIXTEEN CANDLES, ALL OF THE NATIONAL LAMPOON MOVIES, OFFICE SPACE, SUPER TROOPERS, BOTH AIRPLANE MOVIES, (I GUESS YOU CAN SAY I LIKE 80'S TEEN MOVIES AND COMEDY'S HUH)..I'm NOT REALLY MOVIE PICKY UNLESS ITS LIKE THE SOUND OF MUSIC OR SOMETHING SPAZZTIC LIKE THAT...remember the movie young einstein?? Loved it!! Hehehe, death becomes her, ferris buellers day off, charlie and the chocolate factory, its pat-hehehehe its funny!, wayne's world 1 and 2, clerks 1 and 2, top secret, urban cowboy, pink cadilliac, the godzilla movies, not another teen movie, neurotically yours-foamy the squirrel!!!, all the tremors movies, the living dead movies, thirteen ghosts, white noise, the tigger movie, the simpsons movie!!!!!,

Television:

the simpsons, family guy, robot chicken, grey's anatomy, south park, seinfeld, ER, csi's, snl, big brother, rock of love (I know I know), good eats, iron chef (both), law and order, haha! Saved by the bell....umm..yeah I really do :o), cold case files, gene simmons family jewels, intervention, cops, animal cops, made, true life, cold case, without a trace, scrubs, roseanne, my all time fave-dog the bounty hunter!!, americas most wanted, the show with andrew zimmern, the old real worlds, to catch a predator, spongebob, american justice, deal or no deal, survivor sometimes,

Books:

She whispered "will it hurt me?". "Of course not" answered he". It's a very simple process,You can rely on me."She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore."It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been the size."Calm yourself" he whispered" His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in."."It's coming now" he whispered".I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this."And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out.She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while."Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty little mind!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Heroes:

FIRST AND FOREMOST MY GRANDMA BECK..SHE IS MY EVERYTHING AND SHE IS FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE WITH A SMILE ON HER FACE...SHE IS MY REASON FOR BEING..MY OLDER BROTHER WESLEY BECAUSE HE HAS BEEN TRHOUGH IT ALL AND SOMEHOW HE COMES OUT ON TOP WITH 4 BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRLS AND A BEATIFUL WIFE..HE IS THE BEST DAMN SOLDIER I KNOW...HE IS MY HERO...MY SISTER ANGIE BECAUSE SHE KNOWS HOW TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER EVEN IF IT IS A HORRIBLE SITUATION..SHE IS MY ROCK...SHE IS THE REASON I SMILE EVERYDAY...MY LITTLE BROTHER ROBERT BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT HE KEEPS A SMILE ON HIS FACE AND HE'S HELLA FUNNY!!..HE IS MY HAPPINESS...MY LITTLE SISTER JESSICA BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK BUT SHE STILL HOLDS HER HEAD HIGH..SHE IS MY HEART..MY BIO. MOM DARLENE BECAUSE SHE LISTENS... MY DAD JIMMY BECAUSE HE IS THE BEST DAD IN THE WORLD!!!! HE LOVES US UNCONDITIONALLY AND IS ALWAYS THERE FOR US...HE IS MY SAINT...AND MY MOM JANIE...SHE TOOK ON A SINGLE FATHER WITH THREE KIDS AND ACCEPTED US AS HER OWN...SHE GAVE US A WONDERFUL CHILDHOOD AND IS ALWAYS RIGHT THERE WHEN WE NEED HER IN EVERY ASPECT OF OUR LIVES...if it wasn't for these people I wouldn't exist right now...they are my family...they are my world..there are many that aren't mentioned but you know who you are and I love you deeply, to the bottom of my soul...thank you for being my family!

My Blog

the fear of being wrong..

I talked to my mom for a very long times last night....the scary part is I was wrong about A LOT of things pertaining to my past.... For years I thought that my biological father was my step-dad......
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 07:42:00 PST

maybe we should set him up with another lemon snow cone

schadenfreude ..SHOD-n-froy-duh.., noun: A malicious satisfaction obtained from the misfortunes of others. I haven't heard this word before, but the definition strikes me as somewhat intriguing...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 10:43:00 PST

A beautiful lie....

disappointdis·ap·point /ÌdjsYÈpTjnt/ [dis-uh-point]verb (used with object)1.to fail to fulfill the expectations or wishes of: His gross ingratitude disappointed us. 2.to defeat the fulfillment of ...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Tue, 27 May 2008 08:18:00 PST

Love me when I’m gone

restless. rest·less /Èr[stljs/ [rest-lis]adjective 1. characterized by or showing inability to remain at rest: a restless mood. 2. unquiet or uneasy, as a person, the mind, or the heart. 3. ...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Mon, 26 May 2008 12:12:00 PST

distinctive thoughts, indescribable mind

obtrude ..uhb-TROOD; ob-.., transitive verb: 1. To thrust out; to push out. 2. To force or impose (one's self, remarks, opinions, etc.) on others with undue insistence or without solicitation. 3. T...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Fri, 23 May 2008 09:30:00 PST

If the good Lord intended for us to walk he wouldn’t have invented roller blades....

re·cum·bent / [ri-kuhm-buhnt]adjective 1.lying down; reclining; leaning. 2.inactive; idle. Hehehe this has been me today...but then again I definately deserve it....jason has been very good to me ...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Thu, 22 May 2008 10:33:00 PST

Who’s damn idea was this anyway?!?!?!

fetter ..FET-uhr.., noun: 1. A chain or shackle for the feet; a bond; a shackle. 2. Anything that confines or restrains; a restraint. 3. To put fetters upon; to shackle or confine. 4. To restrain ...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Thu, 15 May 2008 12:19:00 PST

going incogneeeeeeto...

cavil ..KAV-uhl.., intransitive verb: 1. To raise trivial or frivolous objections; to find fault without good reason. 2. To raise trivial objections to. 3. A trivial or frivolous objection. Insi...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Tue, 13 May 2008 05:29:00 PST

Candy is dandy but liquor is quicker

torpid./ [tawr-pid]adjective. 1.inactive or sluggish. 2.slow; dull; apathetic; lethargic. 3.dormant, as a hibernating or estivating animal This is how I felt today...I think I'm starting to get s...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Mon, 12 May 2008 09:07:00 PST

Hold me up into the light..fix the cracks and fix them right

de·plete / [di-pleet]verb to decrease seriously or exhaust the abundance or supply of: use up, drain, reduce, consume, lessen I chose this word because this is how I feel....lately my good moods ha...
Posted by evil eyed goddess on Tue, 06 May 2008 11:31:00 PST