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mer(idith)

surprise me. nothing does anymore.

About Me

im nice. im genuine. i snort when i laugh really hard. i like hugs, alot - but i like certain peoples better. i love to sing, but i dont sing well. i love to write, but i dont write well. i read alot. i rarely open up. i love snow. snowflakes as well. i lead with my heart. im bitter. i like my fries well done. i used to smoke alot. i will sit and talk to you for hours. i like movies. bring on the gore. i love video games. i have the heart of a champion. i always say the wrong thing. i love hoodies. i think way too much. i over-analyze everything. i love chapstick/lipgloss. i like hearing people sing when they dont know. i love patchouli. pancakes are my favorite breakfast food ever. i hate shoes. i love snickers. i love cherry coke. i love mike rowe from dirty jobs. i am lame, about as lame as one can get. i am a total dork. i turn into a blabber mouth when i am nervous. i love about anything japanese. poppies are my favorite flower. im weird. im a million things - good and bad. just like anyone else.
you either like me or you dont. no paragraph is going to change your mind.
i want this badly:
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thank you for this:
Snowflakes
Out of the bosom of the Air,
Out of the cloud-folds of her garments shaken,
Over the woodlands brown and bare
Over the harvest-fields forsaken,
Silent and soft and slow
Descends the snow.
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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My Interests

alliteration
blankets
conversation
cards
creating
fulgurite
human contact
hugs
lighthouses
learning
music
movies
my dog
oregon
ocean, the
over-analyzing
playgrounds
poppies
photos
people
pushing my limits
reading
rhode island
road trips
science
seashells
singing
second place
saying the wrong thing
snow and snowflakes
talking
traveling
worrying
xmen and anything marvel

I'd like to meet:

someone honest.
someone without an alterior motive.
someone who doesnt "play the game."
someone who challenges me.
someone who teaches me.
someone who isnt afraid to be vulnerable.

in the meantime:
these boys make my heart go thump

Music:

i will give everything a chance.

if you know me, you know i listen to a little bit of everything.
if you know me, you know what i love.
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Movies:

horror movies, good and bad.
independent movies, good and bad.
all movies, good and bad.

Television:

csi. csi. csi.
the office
forensic files.
the new detectives.
the first 48.
dirty jobs.
weeds.
dexter.

Books:

i love to read.

Heroes:

love.

My Blog

hello 27.

much to my surprise:i had a good birthday.i went into this daywith the sourest of attitudes. my brother and dad are inflorida and new york, respectively. i had to close at workwhich meant no seeing my...
Posted by mer(idith) on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 07:53:00 PST

CHUCKY!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAyc5qq-pNA holy crap this made my day the other day. i dont know why or what the hell it is - all i know is its a bunch of chucky's at a jessica simpson conce...
Posted by mer(idith) on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 05:37:00 PST

love love kiss kiss blah blah blah

Take a look, you see I painted you a pictureIt's black and white, except the blood's a little richerDown in the corner where I gave it my signatureThen I titled it, "This one's for the winter"Check it...
Posted by mer(idith) on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 07:38:00 PST

black friday, spring break and labor day sales are not culture.

tonite at worki was talking to my friend lisa.she is from israel. as i was teaching her to fold tee shirts my waywe were talking about when she goes backand how excited she is to travel first and then...
Posted by mer(idith) on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 07:57:00 PST

i love jim.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87Z-1ZpqX-8 seriously, i cannot wait for the new season!!...
Posted by mer(idith) on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 11:13:00 PST

well done fries do the soul some good.

last night i got to talk to a friendface to faceas we sat across from each otherover a plate of well done friesand a coffee and cherry coke. it felt so damn nice.i miss my friends, but i love their li...
Posted by mer(idith) on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 05:41:00 PST

limbo.

as i drove home tonite, if they do blaring through my single working speaker,i realized that i want to be better than this. i need to be better than this. i just need to be better. i need to do b...
Posted by mer(idith) on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 05:58:00 PST

if you live in portland, i hate you.

i just started writing. i wrote from my heart. i opened up my heart, and let it all pour out. four pages later, i stopped. i didnt know how to end it, i was always the worst at endings. it felt so dam...
Posted by mer(idith) on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 07:25:00 PST

fire door.

I opened the fire door to four lips,none of which were mine,kissingtightened my belt around my hipswhere your hands were missingand stepped out into the coldcollar highunder the slate grey skythe air ...
Posted by mer(idith) on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 07:21:00 PST

2010

its going to be a big year. the plans are spinning throughthis twisted mind of mine. the logistics of what i want to pull offversus what i will actually pull offare at war.such are the clouds. i just ...
Posted by mer(idith) on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:53:00 PST