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The two most important men in my life:My son, Sean Micheal.......................................
It has been 8 years since I have seen you last and I have thought about you every second of every minute of every hour of everyday of every year. I miss you so much. I miss holding my baby boy in my arms. I missed seeing you grow up and that I will never be able to get back. I did what I had to do so you would have a better life which I could not provide. I wanted you to have more than what I did as I grew up. I wanted you to have a better life. I am so sorry that things happened to you. I wish I could go back in time and stop everything from happening and protect you from those people and things. I did not know that was going to happen nor did I know it was happening. Again, I wish I could have been there for you and been there to stop them. I cannot wait for the day when I can be face to face with you once again. I am sure you have questions and I hope I have the answers. I cannot wait for that day. My one and only child and son..Sean Micheal.
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Mr. Right.................................................
I hope one day to find Mr. right. The man in my dreams. A man who is honest and loyal, who knows how to treat a lady who does not drink excessively or do drugs, who will not lie to me or cheat on me. Someone I can spend the rest of my life with. Are you out there? I was once told that Mr. Right is probably a man that I have passed or been in contact with many times over the years and it was just not the right time for my Mr. Right to come into my life. I would like to think that I know who he is. I have had many feelings for this man for many, many years. He was and is a very dear friend to me and I loved him once. I would love the chance to get to love him again. I have never forgotten him over all these years. When ever I have thought about him and the time that we spent together I find myself smiling and wishing to be back there again. I to this day have deep feelings for this man. Do you know who you are? Are you my Mr. Right? Did I lose you once and now have a chance again? Only time will tell. If was meant to be then it will be. If not then that is something that I am willing to take a chance on. Are you willing to be my Mr. Right? Are you willing to take my heart and hold it gently as gently as you hold me and never let it or me go? Will you be the one to never hurt me? Again only time will tell and a chance I am willing to take. If you are in fact reading this and you know who you are you will know what to do . I do have very deep feelings for you and always have. I miss you even now.
*I loved you once, I love you still, I always have and always will.*(Even though I will not say so as the time is not right.)
