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.Biz.

p.s. cougar in training

About Me

Hey there this is me...and that's all i can be!!!I love lots of things, guys with hot shoes. I love stars and the beach and i love staring out into the world and just observing. In a way i've become alot quieter than I used to be, taking more in rather than spewing things out. Sometimes I feel like this makes me boring, but it's what I like, to enjoy silence and contemplative thought, and it's even better when someone is by your side sitting in silence but knowing that conversation does not need to happen. I'm moody yet funny, caring and yet selfish, i hog the covers but cuddle close, i'm loyal and trustworthy but don't over use me. I wear my heart on my sleeve for all to see. Music helps through my different moods, it soothes, angers, makes me happy and takes me somewhere where I can just be in that moment. I like pink. I like black. Put them together and you have my two star tatoos on my back. I like being called and when people actually answer messages that you have sent them. I'm patient yet not. I love loving. I wish I could hold your hand and have you hold mine. I'm sensitive but also bitter. There are many complicating things about me and who I am. But one thing is certain. I am me. I'm starting to love myself. And maybe. Just maybe. You could too. Love, hugs, kisses and cuddles. Ammmeeeeeeerz.
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My Interests

there's alot to me...these are only a few things that make me go hmmm...i like music. i like shoes. i like beaches. (especially ones in cuba). i like swimming. i like baseball. i LOVE friends. i like cuddling. i like getting to know you. i like a fresh clean tooth brushed mouth. i like pink things. i LOVE stars. i like you. i like pictures. i like adventures. i like going for walks. i LOVE holding hands. i like feeling good about myself. (even if it doesn't happen often). i like boys. i miss friends. i LOVE laughing. i like beer. i like flip flops. tko hear it on the radio. i like movies. i like experiencing new things. i LOVE dancing.

I'd like to meet:

Jon Heder...yes its a mini crush in case you couldn't tell.roses are red, violets are blue, i am awesome and so are you!!! ...leave me some love sexy bitches!!!...

Music:

punk, emo, hardcore and screamo (if im in the mood), some alternative...various kinds as well...love brand new, dbs, matchbook romance, count the stars, midtown, a change of pace, from first to last, the junction, the used, nfg, story of the year, green day, .moneen., dallas green, alexisonfire, fall out boy, madonna, panic! at the disco, taking back sunday, goldfinger, the ataris, the jealous sound, senses fail, thursday, saosin, deftones, finch, my chemical romance, dashboard confessional, millencolin, franz ferdinand, boys night out, yeah yeah yeahs, muse, le tigre, the dandy warhols, yellowcard, coldplay, incubus, blink 182, weezer, sublime, fenix TX, unwritten law, coheed and cambria, less than jake, NOFX, MxPx, gob, lagwagon, nufan, rancid...you get the idea

Movies:

DONNIE DARKO. Napolean Dynamite. Amelie. Run Lola Run. Crazy/beautiful. Garden State. Love Actually. Dirty Dancing. Almost Famous. Grind. Wet Hot American Summer. Stand by Me. Goonies. The Secret Garden. Harry Potter 1-4. Lord of the Rings. Any adam sandler movie. Elephant Shoes. Fever Pitch. Buddy (it's a foreign film, not the one about that gorilla). Sisterhood of the Travelling PAnts

Television:

Grey's Anatomy. Lost. Saved by the bell (zach morris and co.). Undergrads. Sex in the City. Big Brother. ANTM. Although I only watch about one hour a week of tv.

Books:

V.C Andrews books. Harry Potter Series. Da Vinci Code. Jill Mansell books. Where the Red Fern Grows. The devil wears prada. The PAct. Sisterhood of the Travelling pants series. The Bitch Posse.

Heroes:

...napoleon dynamite, who's also coincidentally my best friend...

My Blog

CHECK THIS OUT!!!

Hey guys! So my friend "Jayden" is this writer for Chasermag.com...you should go check out his columns they are pretty hilarious! His section is called "The Love Foolosopher" It's about his dating mis...
Posted by .Biz. on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 08:00:00 PST

....love you long time...part deux

so as i sit here listening to some happier music, basically i start laughing b/c of things that were so important to me recently. it all seems so silly. i'm here for a good time. not a long time. so i...
Posted by .Biz. on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 11:04:00 PST

just some thoughts...

so here's a little blogger about nothing really... once upon a time there was this girl...who liked boys. no no...not boys...well yes ok maybe boys b/c she is a cougar in training, but this is beside...
Posted by .Biz. on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 09:45:00 PST

tomorrow Thursday August 17th.

is my BIRTHDAY!!! I'M GONNA BE 24 EEEEEEEEEEKK!!! having a little get together here tomorrow at my dad's house, so if you know where it is, you should show up after 7ish I would love to see you! Al...
Posted by .Biz. on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 04:59:00 PST

cute? male? tall? available? apply within...

Yes I understand those are just physical credentials but in this case they are critical none the less. I do enjoy cute males who are tall and available haha. I'm having so much fun just looking around...
Posted by .Biz. on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 07:41:00 PST

just need to say.

my brother is a dick.
Posted by .Biz. on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:57:00 PST

i'm on the outside, i'm looking in.

hey there. well this is me. trying to find...well me. somewhere along the way in the past couple of weeks...maybe even month or so. i've lost myself. i need to find my way back. a few nasty things ha...
Posted by .Biz. on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 09:07:00 PST

I'M hot...

obvsiouly im hot...hahaha...but literally...its fucking hot out and my el cheapo papa wont put on the damn AC! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh haha ok no more bitchin one love. bizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
Posted by .Biz. on Wed, 31 May 2006 04:44:00 PST

I need support! PLEASE READ!!!

Hey guys! Thank you for taking the time to read this. Well as some of you may or may not know, at the end of this month there is a "Walk to cure diabetes" and I as well as some team members are goi...
Posted by .Biz. on Mon, 08 May 2006 08:35:00 PST

...well boo to that...

so i started this kick ass blog and then by some fluke accident, i closed the fucking page. well boo-fucking-erns to that. no more blogging. one love. bizzer.
Posted by .Biz. on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 07:51:00 PST