Alia

What do I have to say about A.L.I.A..??!? My search of "me" hasn't ended yet, of coz! But I'm getting a grasp of who I am today, due to the intense and ongoing learning process of ever trying to figure out who this person inside of me really is. Well, I have now chosen to be ME and not allow anybody to hold me back from who I want to be. I am quite settled with the rather complex personality I have--not too contented though, but at least not confused with "who I really should be" no more.. Besides, enough of those "what people think I should be crap" coz it just ain't gonna make my life happy! So whether "YOU" like it or not, I am still gonna be ME! And therefore I am who I am and you can go fly a kite if you do have a problem with that!!! aaaarrrrgghhhh!!! (who's with me??!) So yah, about ME? OK, here goes.. I am - An advocate for the well-being of my loved ones* anxious* can be funny* can be moody* likes observing & analyzing* emotional* think too much* worry too much* do not like to be put under the spot light* interesting* stubborn* loves anything that calms the mind, warms the heart & soothes the soul* not a big fan of crowded places* have low tolerance for xenophobes * over ambitious & over-enthusiastic (like, I wanna help the oppressed & do good to humanity right now) when at my strongest* I'm not good enough & it's-the-end-of-the-world, when at the my weakest* bubbly and fun to be with when at my highest* lost & helpless when at my lowest* gets upset and dissapointed with the unjust of humanity* insecure* "getting there" * gets bedazzled by insignificant things like snowflakes & teardrops* appreciates the living combinations of plants and fishes* a stress-prone freak (minah gelabah lah katakan!! like my bf would put it.."gelebs a lu minah.." * heh. So yah.. good for you if you think I rock.. and cheers to you if you think I suck.. coz hey.. tralalalala.... I'm tired of giving a toot toot.