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About Me

Married on April Fools, have a beautiful daughter. Just started really getting my shit together, and I live in the desert and the city.

My Blog

Where do we go?

Who still reads are blogs?? Well i hope some still do but I have so many thoughts that I need to convey. In the wake of my aunt Alma's death I'm left to ponder where we are, and why we do what we do. ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 07:47:00 GMT

Where does time go?

I'm almost done completing my 180.  It's a strange surreal feeling when your dreams start comming true.  We all know we can't plan for anything, well we can but always expect it to turn out ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 00:21:00 GMT

Turning Over a New Leaf

So we are all lazy ass procrastinators in our own way.  Many of us decided a long time ago that we were comfortable in our situation and decided to settle, or just thought I'll just complain but ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 01:51:00 GMT

Happy Birthday

Second birthday since she's passed.  I admit it seems to get easier to move on, but still you know, how i wish she could have had a day a minute to see Maya and hold her.  Of course her pres...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 00:19:00 GMT

A feeling of hunger

Feeling empty, feeling lost.  Do I know who I really am, do I know what I really mean.  I almost cried today, but not quite sure why.  I missed what used to be, and felt unsure of what ...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 01:43:00 GMT

So Whats it Like

Some of you know and are experienced, but many of you don't know.  Yesterday marked one month that Maya has been with us.  So what is parenthood like? Well I stand by my words, the feelings ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 01:54:00 GMT

Natzi Supermen are our superiors

Sorry, Random Simpsons reference. Now that I have your attention, I'd like to thank everyone who, prayed, lit a candle and went to my mothers mass last weekend.  It was awsome, a true testament t...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 01:41:00 GMT

Dear Mama

Mom, I've heard that one such method of therapy used for dealing with grief and loss is to have the client write a letter to that person they lossed.  I've waited a year to do this, but I feel it...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 01:49:00 GMT

By Now....

By now you all know that my beautiful daughter was born.  An experience unlike anything else.  There are simply no words to describe what it's like to be a parent.  It was a long 4 days...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 17:35:00 GMT

Belfast

So the other day I was on my 65 mile trek to work, and I thought I need to listen to something different.  So I thought I'd dive into my old ambient techno collection.  I was listening to so...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:37:00 GMT