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Yurei

who cares why you're alive, when you really are

About Me



work in progress

My Interests

art, learning, philosophy, history ....

I'd like to meet:

nicole blackman, socrates, bruce lee, Dream, his big sister Death and their little sister Delirium , Neil Gaiman, James O' Barr, my younger sister Brittany, the person i used to be . . .

Music:

far to many to name but just for a few; the cure, my life with the thrill kill kult, the faint, kmfdm, nine inch nails, placebo, bad religion, morphine, god speed you black emperor, tori amos, stabbing westward, social distortion, velvet acid christ, ministry, machines of loving grace, skinny puppy, front line assembly, depeche mode, prick, she wants revenge, isabella lugosi...

Movies:

prozac nation, slc punk, tank girl, fear and loathing in las vegas, fight club, cool world, seven, the crow, the chumbscrubber, thank you for smoking, equilibrium ,donnie darko , legend, labyrinth, the nightmare before christmas, edward scissorhands, lucky # slevin, brick, v for vendetta, london. and most anything where the bad guy wins or there's an unhappy ending...

Television:

countless channels of mind numbing brainwashing static to make you into an ideal version of a human being which can never exist without a script and several takes.

Books:

the sandman series. lost souls - brite. the grimms brothers fairytales. through the looking glass - lewis carrol. hagakure. leaves of grass - whitman. blood sugar - blackman. prozac nation.

Heroes:

just for one day

My Blog

growing cold growing old

it is truly a frightening thing to question ones beliefs.  men of science can question what they belief over and over again, they do constantly before they really believe it, and even if they que...
Posted by Yurei on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 11:44:00 PST

more prose without title

To laughTo Love To beTo die with purposeTo truly existTo really live and be alive
Posted by Yurei on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 08:03:00 PST

"...carry a sword on a battlefield"

i am surrounded on almost every side.  by fools.  liars.  thieves.  senseless fools.  disrespectful ingrates.  poor excuses of humanity.  people not worth the skin t...
Posted by Yurei on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 09:34:00 PST

dirty secrets

 i confess.  i enjoy musicianship and music.  i don't care about labels or  genres.  i own linkin park records, blink 182 tracks (robert smith likes them too) , incubs songs.&...
Posted by Yurei on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 10:18:00 PST

carousel

this place sickens me.  i'm not sure as i look back at that statement, whether i mean life, this existence, or this back water slice of decaying hell in central texas.  perhaps the later, ma...
Posted by Yurei on Thu, 25 May 2006 01:56:00 PST

and i get paid too

i've missed this feeling.  my feet are so sore they're throbbing.  both my shoulders gave out hours ago.  my back is on fire whenever i move.  my head is still pulsing with new ter...
Posted by Yurei on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 09:22:00 PST

hurry up and wait

they tell me i can't wait for life, that i have to go out and make something happen. but you have to wait anyways. no matter how hard you try to MAKE somethign happen. you apply for a job, you have...
Posted by Yurei on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 09:55:00 PST

clear!

if it were possible to hook my emotions up to an EKG mine would be reading inverted.  i keep going from caring to much, causing bouts of paranoia and desperation, to complete apathy.  i keep...
Posted by Yurei on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 04:34:00 PST

just another fork in the road

To all the people telling me not to worry and to cheer up etc:  no i'm not alright.  when am i ever?  you think you people would have come to except it by now with all the goth jokes an...
Posted by Yurei on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 02:34:00 PST

"there is no cure for what i have"

i don't think there is a way to fix how i am.  no ammount of alcohol will wash away these feelings of desperation and helplessness.  nor kind word or listening ear can heal me.  it alwa...
Posted by Yurei on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 05:30:00 PST