in lust you can hear the axe fall |
it's strange to realize that you haven't felt like shit in a while; to notice that it's so far from the status quo: a state of relative happiness the teenage you would've never thought possible. ...
Posted by St. Andrew on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 07:33:00 PST |
somewhere in the swamps of jersey |
i've never felt affected by death until now. people die, every last one. some folks have a better sense of timing than others, but i'm not one to split hairs. and while the thought o...
Posted by St. Andrew on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:57:00 PST |
fucked from birth |
i sent her a message asking if she wanted to get brunch the next day. christina texted me with "i am in a terrible state. like the worst mood ever, maybe". i asked if she wanted to talk about whate...
Posted by St. Andrew on Sun, 06 May 2007 03:50:00 PST |
rites of spring (pt.1) |
now that we're fleeing the wasteland of winter and all it's grayscale gloom, i thought i'd share a few of the things i love about the springtime. i attempted to post this as a bulletin but ...
Posted by St. Andrew on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 03:42:00 PST |
two for joy |
i just feel the need to put this down somewhere so that it can be reviewed later as proof that it actually happened. succumb.
saturday night i went with brian to a Purim party in wicker p...
Posted by St. Andrew on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 04:02:00 PST |
terrible evenings |
nothing lasts. sit back, relax, let it happen. dust is us, breathe the past. every breath is brings life, every breath brings death.
i called the kadimakara and woke the ta...
Posted by St. Andrew on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 10:20:00 PST |
bloody but unbowed |
i'm not sure exactly when it happened, but i'm suddenly aware of a growing malaise.. a bitter pill caught in my throat.
last night i sent a text message to most of the people in my phone. the pu...
Posted by St. Andrew on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 01:43:00 PST |
that car came out of nowhere |
..well, not quite. last night i watched a (fucking genius) kurosawa flick, High & Low.
today's events can perhaps be divided similarly. i woke early ate, and cleaned the bathroom....
Posted by St. Andrew on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 07:49:00 PST |
how near, how far |
i miss out on a lot, not having a computer. people ask me "did you see.." & "did you hear about..." and i say No, I don't have a computer, remember?
to which the response tends to be "oh yea...
Posted by St. Andrew on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 10:25:00 PST |
we ride to fight |
thirty minutes before they went on, this kid matt saw me standing outside the gate to the fest. perhaps recognizing me from shows, he asked if i needed a ticket, and told me that a guy he knew h...
Posted by St. Andrew on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 08:00:00 PST |
