Ram

Geez..I think im a walking contradiction in my own right, which is ok, but not quite a good thing though..i'm nonetheless happy cos ive learnt to be content after realizing the amount of people who love me for the REAL me, and learnt after a long term of denial who are the people who have been standing by me all this while, through thick and thin, fat or skimpy, good mood or bad...(psst...you know who u are and i love you guys to death!) and who have been fake and deceiving (you know, i know, enough lah)...using people as a means for their own ends.Gratefully passed the 'terror' (quoting my creative writing lecturer who commented this in one of my essays...of which i must agree) teenage years but still figuring out why i am the way i am.I have a certain childishness about me which i never want to lose cos it keeps me young at heart...no i'm not the teddy-bear, pokemon/hello kitty crap type of childish. it's something else that's beyond explanation cos it's way out of my comprehension too..aargh..watdahellamisayin!! anyway, i also like to make ppl laugh....especially my lovedones...gosh..if i did...it would make my day, even any ice-cream in the world can't contest with such ecstasy!!!I could be: mostly quiet, usually loud, tend to dramatize, a little obnoxius lately, eccentric, cheeky, shy (YES I AM, these days OK..dont laugh), idle, in-my-own-world-20-hours-a-day, blur, awkward yet unique (heheh..perasan), vainglorious, love to laugh, eat, sleep, sing, dream, dance, shop, quite indecisive, lacking tolerance... trying hard to accept the value/importance of money, and im a business student...sheesh.. hmm..i leave it to you guys. I don't think i'm the same person to everyone.My fave line these days, "How FUNKy is YouR CHickEn??" Dont ask me why... Beats me. Or perhaps it's because one KFC somewhere in KlAnG used to serve rats, or so i heard...by accident? I dono....but funky, isnt it???