Stand still |
I stepped out side myself today and took a look aroundand wondered from path to pathwith out making a sound.and took a look around ......to Stand still.Empty and drained i have nothing leftI continue ... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 05:46:00 PST |
Ambient |
Nick says:i was thinking about you you was deep in my thoughts. slipping threw fingers holding you close. your skin so clear so soft such a beautiful man and his name was Robb. you speak the sweetest ... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 10:57:00 PST |
Self realization |
{ON MY OWN} Was just thinking to self .....I HAVE REALIZED THAT TRUE FREEDOM ONLY COMES WHEN YOU HAVE BECOME TRUE TO YOURSELF ,AND I AM GLAD THAT I HAVE FINALLY BEGAN TO WORK ON MY OWN ISSUES RATHER ... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Fri, 11 May 2007 05:22:00 PST |
>>>>> Im on E ... empty <<<<<<< |
I live a lie that tells me IM in control
As i search relentlessly for someone to hold
In the dark of night as my soul grows cold,
just hold me
Hold me!
Though you know me not
In the mor... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 10:26:00 PST |
what elemnt are you? |
Your Element is Firehttp://images.yournewromance.com/whatelementareyouquiz/f
ire.jpg" height="100" width="100">Your power color: red Your energy: hotYour season: springLike a fire, you are full of powe... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 05:28:00 PST |
Is GOD testing me? |
I just feel like im being tested .
im going threw the tufest 2 weeks now .... besides this man who i love stressin me out and cheating on me to the point i had to leave him and leave my home
no... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 10:28:00 PST |
being set up @ 3 AM |
its 3 am and an ass hole text me
its 3 am and this ass hole is in a club
its 3 am and the ass hole wanted me to know hes in a club
its 3 am and im wiritng cuz i cnat say what i wnat to him
its 3 am a... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 12:44:00 PST |
"NICK GO DA HELL!!! " |
I been drinking away my pain these last few weeks
trying to numb what i see happneing in my life.
drinking you away out of my mind. filling the void with pirot POP, and hangin with the boys Jack , Jim... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 05:07:00 PST |
FUCK LOVE |
FUCK LOVE
I DID EVERYTHING I COULD FOR YOU AND YOU REPAID ME WITH LIES ,
I COOKED I CLEANED I WORKED FOR YOU PUT A ROOF OVER YOUR HEAD AND WAS
REPAID WITH EMPTY WORDS!
LIKE I LOVE YOU
UNCONDITIONALY&... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 11:07:00 PST |
searching |
You ever feel lost?
lately these days i feel so lost in a place that should be my refuge and shelter.
A place that im so famailare with yet i no longer recognize it.
It used to feel warm and inv... Posted by Lets go EsKo on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 01:43:00 PST |