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About Me

the voices in my head are forcing me to say, I created my profile with Myspace Layouts+
Disorder Rating
Paranoid Disorder : Very High
Schizoid Disorder : High
Schizotypal Disorder : High
Antisocial Disorder : High
Borderline Disorder : Very High
Histrionic Disorder : Low
Narcissistic Disorder : High
Avoidant Disorder : High
Dependent Disorder : Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : High

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You Are 72% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people who have something to say, i.e. not matt

My Blog

jeon's song

though the ground shakes below usand the sky up above usrains lighting down to the earthwe will take no noticefor we are here togethersinging for all we are worthcircumstances forbid us from getting t...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 02:10:00 GMT

a prayer, a tear, an omen

i wish i want i know not howi wish i want i am not nowi hope i dream i'll never bei hope i dream i cease to be
Posted by on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 02:35:00 GMT

so close i could touch him...

a dollar short a day latewas all he saidas the sum of our love became negativein his eyes blurred by drink as mine blurred with tearsover someone who was once my closest friendmy dearest companionmy f...
Posted by on Thu, 25 May 2006 00:50:00 GMT

strange thoughts from a pre-teen

the fire has died i wish we had fried in that blazing inferno there were no people to love there was an old hag whose head did sag when she thought of the people she started to weep "i wish...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 07:01:00 GMT

you don't know me

see the girl in front of you silently screaming in your face as you try to comfort her for reasons she can't remember she's cutting herself to feel the pain you're trying to shield her from but ...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 06:57:00 GMT

i can feel the air... like ice

i pour out the ashes of my former self from a coke can onto the unsuspectiong faces of people i knew in the days of future past i told then i was through with the picture on the wall that i once c...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 01:12:00 GMT

heavy, heavy, hangs over your head

dear God, are you still there? and even if you are, will you hear my prayer? i've done everything you told me not to do i thought maybe if i lie just once again it might come true will this nightm...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Apr 2005 00:47:00 GMT

this day....... seemed never ending

twisting turning my heart's burning my thoughts churning i am yearning for the facts of what impacts what my mind lacks my heart enacts just what i hate to play it straight accept my fat...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Apr 2005 00:38:00 GMT

this hit all at once and i stopped work to write...

sitting and waiting for the world to start turning never knowing that i'd started bridges to burning i was so anxious for my life to begin i never knew that it did i did what i wanted and i thou...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Apr 2005 01:36:00 GMT

i still remember...

everyday sitting, waiting, for one perfect moment when he looks through my eyes directly to my soul that he knows so well from the corner booth of a smoky bar where i spilled my life to him an...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Mar 2005 02:30:00 GMT