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Nikki [Dezyre♥]

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About Me

I wear my scars like the rings on a pimp
I live life like the captain of a sinking ship
The one thing that I can guarantee I'm like a stepping raiser,
I suggest you stay fair with me
P.eace. L.ove. U.nity. R.espect.
RESPONSIBILITY
I'm Nikki. Or Dezyre.
I am complex and simple, happy and sad, lively and dull. Get used to it.
There are no words that can be put together to
completely define who I am.
It's one of those things you need to experience for yourself,
so I encourage you to do so.
I will not judge you for who you are and what you will become,
I will only view you as a human being.
but I expect you to do the same for me.
I'm living my life one day at a time, with you in it or not.
However, I would enjoy the company to make life a wilder ride.
I'll graciously hand you my heart,
and with that comes my trust and forgiveness.
That being said, there is no chance I won't love you,
or anyone else for that matter.
There isn't a chance I would be rude or disrespectful towards you.
I would never purposely do something to hurt you in any way.
I am here for the purpose of gaining knowledge and understanding.
I love to learn, learning has brought me many remarkable experiences,
and those experiences make my existence what it is today,
and that is beautiful.
I don't like wearing shoes, and never really do.
I'm a country girl at heart, I love horses.
Life is what you decide to make of it,
don't let anything make the decision for you.
Would you like to continue this journey along with me?
AIM=Longing4Emotion
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“Communication between body and soul to express what is too deep to find for words.”

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I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet anyone that can hold a conversation,
anyone that can expand the world I have created for myself,
and anyone who has overcame their own state of perpetual restlessness.

Be Infinite.

Hide My Details Box

Music:

Love it.

Movies:

Movies can be as moving as music.

Heroes:

Heroes let you down.

My big brother.

My little sister.

My big sisters.

My Blog

So, it’s kinda funny.

There’s those people, the ones who you always thought would be there. The ones who you can give everything to, your trust, love, and forgiveness in any situation. How bad can it hurt? How bad ca...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 04:30:00 PST

Sped to Spun.

Spin, spin, spin, we're never gonna win. Spin, spin, spin. get the needle push it in. Spin, spin, spin, keep telling yourself it's never a sin.Spin, spin, spin, shelter your ears from the din. Looking...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:41:00 PST

Obviously saw it coming.

It hurts so bad, because you were all I had. I wanted to call you mine, so desperately I'd cross every line.Broken, crying, just plain sad, but I can't blame you, I'm still not mad. Was there any emot...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 02:11:00 PST

Ha.

Captivate me. Find me salvation in these foreign places. Compel me though the obstacles I can't conquer on my own.Rise from beneath the waves, be the dazzling light we all have been searching for. Sto...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 12:56:00 PST

The process of witness.

In the past week I have witnessed rage, depression, sadness, happiness, alcoholism, self-control and the lack there of. Broken families, broken bottles, and broken hearts. But amongst all these things...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 08:24:00 PST

What have we gained?

I haven't written anything in awhile. That's a little odd. Well, here we go. How are we to decide was is good and what is bad? Is it possible to put a generalization to the definitions? Wh...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 06:10:00 PST

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For a moment...I thought everything was going to be okay again. Just for one second I had been put under the false idea that I'd make it through. That maybe just maybe I could be truly happy again. Bu...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 10:39:00 PST

Only do I dream.

I've never felt something stronger. Never experienced such emotions.Such a soul and such a spirit, they meet in harmonizing glory. In such perfect agreement, much like the ever sweet melodies that ech...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 01:02:00 PST

Live, Join, Begin.

Live, Join, Begin. We live here, here together. We join hands in any weather.We begin our revolutions. The revolutions that remain to us, as our only salvation. The ways we can find compassion and lov...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:59:00 PST

Too much thinking.

Revert to past problems, and create new scars. Live in your past, and don't see the light of the future. Live in your present and heal your wounds. Live in your future and forget the scars. Only to ha...
Posted by Nikki [Dezyre♥] on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 02:25:00 PST