a reflection in the current |
why? as in why now? still for me. to take a look back n remind myself of the timeline.
its like sitting down in my dads blue caravan. long trips to philly before all my microscoped precautious action ... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 10:06:00 PST |
consecution |
a to b, 1 to 2. its what we all know, well taught to know.
me, me as in me now. i have no idea whats the next sequence (pun intended) im at a point of "why" and "what for". which leaves me in t... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 06:40:00 PST |
back on some negative sh*t... |
so i try to be...
... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 07:16:00 PST |
Untimely prospects for advancement& |
Mindset&
Well, I finally feel the progression& at the same time. I'm spent, it's always something.
I thought about it for a while and I can see it happening. All the things that I aspired to ac... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Tue, 20 May 2008 07:41:00 PST |
how its pictured in my mind |
mindsetwell, the full canvas in my intellect is the wide open night sky. Each constellation is a note, the dusk moon is the foundation of the track. My eyes are the horizon which completes the composi... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Sat, 03 May 2008 10:19:00 PST |
me now on the "why" now... the questions |
mindset...I keep asking why... its like they keep takin me as shit... what have I done...its all true, but do/did I deserve this? Im at work, what more can I do. You dont respect my daily struggle, a... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 03:08:00 PST |
same result |
Well, I've said it in a 100 ways. Im tired of myself... Im tired of the situations i've made for myself. Im tired of my life. Im especially tired of the people around me.
as I always do, I only have m... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 04:36:00 PST |
walk through dusk to the metamorphose |
...really ....
but my will for self tolerance is slowly slipping in my walks thru the day til dawn... I ask them "is this it, is this the rest of life?" You know they never have a answer. I guess for ... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 09:58:00 PST |
gaze |
I cannot catch the right wind to drift these days. Same ol same ol keeps compounding. I'm tired. I'm tired of saying i'm tired. Nobody knows nor understands. You can never understand, because you... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 07:43:00 PST |
what i expected... |
from the very beginning you could see it all over my face. I knew it, so I had every right to lose my composure. true composition degraded to loops. another lesson learned in a time im very tired of l... Posted by M-Millz is done... on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 07:41:00 PST |