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Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart]

I Love You Amanda!!!

About Me


Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace LayoutsALL THAT REMAINS-NOT ALONE::::: No moreNo more are the days that I will Fear for I have found a strength that None can match and I'll push forwardNever has the blood in my viens Flowed so fiercely as when i feel this around me I am wholeI'm not alone With the touch of your hand I am whole againI'm not alone With the touch of your hand I am whole againNow I feel the passion burning This what drives me further strengthens My resolve to push me further(and I believe, that I am not alone) I'm not alone!I'm not alone With the touch of your hand I am whole againI'm not alone With the touch of your hand I am whole againNo more are the days that I will Fear for I have found a strength that None can match and I'll push forwardNow I feel the passion burning This what drives me further strengthens My resolve to push me furtherI'm not alone (I'm not alone) With the touch of your hand I am whole againI'm not alone (I'm not alone) With the touch of your hand I am whole again(I am whole again) (I am whole again):::::Lacuna Coil - Swamped

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My Interests

well here's a little tid bit about me. my names joel...the rest of my name isn't important..i hate it anyways. i have like four obsessions..them being: music, fire, norway, and most importantly my gf (amanda) whom i love so very much. to specify a little on the music i like; it is metal and jus rock in general. i go from alternative metal to black metal to christian metal to death meatl to pretty much all kinds of mind blowing metal. my favorite sport is soccer and i love to bowl, hang with friends, try to learn to play guitar (and fail miserably), mini-golf (hard as fuck), listen to music, play with fire, write lyrics, doodle, play fire emblem, drink dr. pepper, and alot of other stuff. i am easy to get along with (most of the time) and im a very mellowed out guy. i rarely get pissed off it takes alot for a friend to piss me off so if you have you mustve done something i really didnt like. some things that piss me off fast are: preps (most of them), really really stupid people, and hypocrites. i try to be there for the people that matter to me. i hold my friends and my gf most of all in very high regard. i am generally pretty hard on myself. people say im funny (i dont really think so), random, and complex. dont try to figure out wut im thinking ull get a headache...theres only one person who can sometimes guess wut im thinking she knows who she is. lastly dont mess with anyone i love....u will definitely regret it....i will always defend them till death. any question or comments just message me. PEACE

I'd like to meet:

one of my heroes

Music:

Ok guys I know its a lot but…here it is. They’re not in any particular order. -Arch Enemy* -Dimmu Borgir* -Ill Nino* -Children Of Bodom* -System Of A Down -In Flames -Nevermore* -Spineshank -Static-X -Symphony X -Skindred -Diecast -Soilwork* -Dragonlord* -Ra -Godforbid* -Shadows Fall* -As I Lay Dying -Trivium* -Callenish Circle* -Korn -Deftones -36 Crazyfists (Snow Capped Romance only) -The Vines -Velvet Revolver -Nonpoint* -Demon Hunter -All That Remains* -3 Inches Of Blood -Megadeth* -Heaven Shall Burn -Killswitch Engage -Mudvayne -Mushroomhead -Soil (Redefined & Scars only) -Slipknot -A Perfect Circle -HIM -Avenged Sevenfold -Cradle Of Filth -Unearth -Eighteen Visions -Deicide -Twelve Tribes -Silent Civilian* -The Sword* -The Autumn Offering -Godsmack -Sonata Arctica* -Mercenary* -Samael* -Scar Symmetry* -Adema* -Despairs Ray -12 Stones* -Lullacry -Moonspell -Green Jelly -Orphaned Land -Neaera* -Dragonforce* -Old Mans Child* -Alter Bridge* -Planet X -A Dozen Furies -Bullet For My Valentine* -Tesla* -Carlos Santana -Ratt -Led Zepplin -Van Halen -Judas Priest* -Miles Davis -Motley Crue -Peter Frampton -Scorpions -Slaughter -Spyro Gyra* -Ted Nugent* -5 Bolt Mane -Kamelot* -Otep -Hinder -Joe Satriani* -POD* -Pillar* -Blue Man Group -Yngwie Malmsteen* -Earshot -Atreyu (A Deathgrip On Yesterday only) -Meshuggah -Opeth* -Shinedown* -10 Years* -Disturbed -Marc Rizzo* -Tristania* -Stratovarious -Chevelle -Sum 41 -The Offspring -Dropkick Murphies (Do or Die only) -Cold -Three Days Grace* I also support two good local bands -187 -Words In Red (their name is still in the works) I also like all sorts of TECHNO and last I can only listen to one rapper Fort Minor (Mike Shinoda) that’s about it, though im probably missin some* = means it’s a band I prefer more

Movies:

Over The Hedge, The Illusionist, Kung Pow, Hannibal, Fun With Dick & Jane, Saw 1 & 2, Hostel (pretty much any horror movie makes me laugh...so anything phsycho...) Jeepers Creepers, The Patriot, Tim Burton's The Corpse Bride & The Nightmare Before Christmas, Undercover Brother, Ice Age, I Robot, Kung Fu Hustle, and The Last Samurai...theres probably more cant remember though

Television:

HBB, pimp my ride, spongebobsquarepants, naruto, ruroni kenshin, lots of good stuff

Books:

The Alchemist, The Outsiders, Adolf Hitler's Mein Kampf (not sure if i spelt that correctly), Of Mice & Men, THE SUMMONER (awesome book), and Hell To Pay

Heroes:

Angela Gossow, Hannibal Lector, Shagrath, Eric Paterson, Jeff Loomis, Steve Smyth, Jonathan Donais, Amott brothers, Mikkel Sandager, Herman Li, Sam Totman, Jon Howard, Criss Angel is the GOD of all illusionists, and last but not least and most importantly AMANDA!!!!...shes the greatest....i dont know wut id do without her... i really dont...shes the most important person in my life and i love her to death. I LOVE YOU AMANDA!!!!

My Blog

my friends....

Well this is to those of you that have made a difference in my life. those of you that have been there thick and thin. those of you that have affected my life for the better.  take note that u gu...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Tue, 01 May 2007 09:49:00 PST

That One Soul

Its been so longsince i've sen your faceits been so longsince i've held you in my armsIts been so longLong way from our last embraceIts been so longRemembering that last dayThis image of perfectionOur...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 08:24:00 PST

i miss her so much

yes i doi miss herevery second we arent togetherevery time i cant talk to herevery moment i think of herevery time i look and she isnt by my sidebut i know shes thereonly thing is that we cant be toge...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 03:17:00 PST

devastation of betrayal

Walking through the crowdMy mind is in a shroud.Confused, depressed, and brokenHow i wish she had never spoken.I hate that I let myself believeJus to see her betray me and leave.I was encompassed in h...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 06:18:00 PST

depressing or not????

Have you ever felt..............out of place???insignificant???insecure???left out???invisible???alone, even in a crowd???misunderstood???like everyone is talking about you???the girl/boy you like is ...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 06:09:00 PST

purpose?????

once again my brain is consumed in thought. thinking about what the future holds for us, which ones of your "friends" will be your friends?, who will be the next one to betray you?, what twists and tu...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:00:00 PST

IRONY!!!!!!!!!!

everyone knows that when someone is depressed thers always that person or friend that you have that can make you laugh or make u think in a different way. i happen to be one of those people. i cheer p...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 08:13:00 PST

"when i go six feet under will you be at the funeral???'

"when i go six feet under will you be at the funeral???'As many of you probably know ive been asking this question many timesover and over till i get an answer...some choose to avoid this question and...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:31:00 PST

TAKIN THE GOOD!!!!!!!!

a question ive always wanted to know the answer to if god is so good, almighty, giving, and generous...then why must he take away the lil good that has been given to us??? why must everything that act...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 02:44:00 PST

TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE TURNED ON ME........u better read this

alright..this is just a couple things i have to say to those people turning on me lately....u know who u are...im freakin srry that i cared....but i promise i was just looking out for you guys in w/e ...
Posted by Sins Of Allegiance [Black Heart] on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 08:33:00 PST