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For starters the names Melissa, but call me what you like. You don't really need to know the story of my life so I'll keep it simple. Born November eighth nineteen ninety one. I walk the halls of Central high school as a senior. I'm currently on the varsity swim team, & I love it. I'm a little shy until you get to know me but I'm brutelly honest & I don't have much to hide so once I'm comfertable around you I'm pretty open. I'm a deep thinker & I’m stronger than I used to be but I tend to learn things the hard way. I'm a difficult person to understand. I have trust issues, I regret alot & I'm still learning I can't change my past, but I'm in the process of learning to let that all go, & trying to live without regrets. I'm really over highschool and I just want to finish it so i can move away from this town. I only have a few people who I can actually claim as good friends and that's all I need. I'd rather have one good friend than a million people who just act like they are my friends. from now on, i'm wiping all of the people who don't matter to me from my life. i'm finding out who my true friends are, and if you don't like it, then so be it. People are so fake these days. it's time for me to find out for myself who really matters in my life.
I think of myself no higher than anyone else & I dislike people who think they are better then you because of what they have or who they are. I'm not the kind of person to judge an individual based on looks or beliefs. Prove to me that you can be respectful, be nice, that's what i'll judge you on. I won't shove my beliefs down your throat and tell you that you should be following the same life I am, so don't do it to me. I don't care what you believe in, chances are, I'm not going to change myself just because you said the way i'm living my life is wrong. I like being different, blending in is the last thing I'll ever do.
Music is a big part of my life. I've been playing guitar for a few years now and writing lyrics for as long as I can remember. Just because I play acoustic guitar doesn't make me an "emo kid". Emo is a genre of music noting an emotional presence. No I don't slit my wrists or sit in a dark room and cry myself to sleep. If you write a song, it should have emotion behind it, it should mean something. I also really enjoy photography. It really helps me get my thoughts & feelings across to others without having to use words. I think it's beautiful. I love being in the outdoors with people I care about and like I said before, I think alot so it really helps me calm down and enjoy what we've been given.
I live to make others happy, and I feel accomplished in life when I can put a smile on somebody's face. You can call me the nicest person you’ve ever met, but I'll never believe you. I’m not a dream girl, I’m not what you’ve always wanted. I have flaws, just like everybody else in this world. I’m not perfect, so don't expect me to do more then I can. But tell me I can't do something, and I'll prove you wrong.
I’d pick staying home and watching a movie with people that mean the most to me over going to a party and getting wasted out of my mind any day. Doesn't mean I'm not willing to go out and have fun but sometimes some of the smallest things in life can put a smile on my face.
The feeling of loving and being loved to me is the greatest thing anybody could ever experience. I’ve always wanted that cliché love story that everybody looks for in the movies. Sounds tacky, I know. But one thing that I’ve been lacking for a long time is being reassured that someone out there loves me for who I am.
Anyways, Feel free to talk to me. I’m not quite sure if I’m worth your time, that’s all up to you. Take me or leave me, I’m only here for a reserved amount of time. So are you, so live it up. i love making friends & i might just surprise you. i'm up for talking to anyone. so don't be shy ♥ Aim=littleblackcat91