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Soapy Screamer™

dance for being happy. dance for me. just dance for living in music. ???

About Me

Hey my name is Jenna but I go by many names, one being Soapy Screamer. I just moved up to Silverdale, WA in April of this year. I have three betas, Mike the Security Beta, Bubble butt (the female beta that hates males), and Koolaid the Flaming Cheeto (the red male beta). My favorite color is black and I love Chinese and Mexican food. I'm very crazy at times and if you don't know me then don't judge me since I am a really sociable person and get along with many ppl. Here is my story.

My Interests

I'm quite the daredevil. I like to try everything once no matter what it is to find out if I like that thing or not. I'm not afraid to do spontaneous things because my personality is just that way. I like to go out and have fun when I can and when I'm not busy. I want to parachute, snowboard, bungee jump and sky dive sometime. And would love to take my best friend Megan with me so we can go backpacking in Europe some time in the future because that would be the greatest adventure yet.

I'd like to meet:

i have a story to tell
i go by many names
the nicknames i have
all have meaning
and if you dont know what they mean
then you can't understand me.
i am not the girl you knew.
i am not the girl you breathe
i am not the girl you first met.
i am ever changing.
i wear a fake smile
to hide all the pain i have
im so stressed out...
that my shadow is gone
i am someone not real
but as real as life is though.
i do not like haters
i do not like liars
i do not like fakers
i may not be the girl you knew
i may not be the jenna you met
i may not be the kiss you always wanted
i may not be the girl that caught your eye
i am the forgotten though.
i no longer breathe the air you do.
and i do not breathe for you
i breathe for what i want to be
i breathe for what i want in life
i breathe for what i live for
i breathe just to breathe.
hold your breathe
and count to a million

I'm a china doll so please don't break me.

Music:

30 seconds to mars, 3 doors down, afi, aiden, akon, anthony hamilton, ashanti, atreyu, audio adrenaline, avenged sevenfold, avril lavigne, b2k, baby boy, baby huey, bebo norman, blink 182, brand new, cam'ron, cascada, cassie, chimaira, chingy, chris brown, chris tomlin, ciara, coldplay, crazy frog, crazy town, crossfade, dashboard confessional, death cab for cutie, disturbed, dj aligator, dj rectangle, dj unk, dmx, drowning pool, e-40, ekolu, evanescence, fall out boy, feeder, flyleaf, frank sinatra, fugees, green day, hawethorne heights, hellogoodbye, hollywood undead, incubus, jack johnson, jason mraz, jermaine dupri, jibbs, jim jones, john reuben, juvenile, kelis, kelly clarkson, keyshia cole, khia, kill hannah, killswitch engage, korn, lil jon, linkin park, lourds, ludacris, madina lake, maroon 5, mary j. blinge, master p, mims, mindless self indulgence, missy elliot, mudvayne, mxpx, my chemical romance, natasha bedingfield, ne-yo, nine inch nails, omarion, p.o.d, panic! at the disco, petey pablo, philmore, pink, pink spiders, pitbull, pretty ricky, r. kelly, relient k, sean paul, secondhand serenade, seether, senses fail, silverstein, slipknot, snoop dogg, snow patrol, staind, story of the year, sugarcult, superchick, switchfoot, t-pain, t.i, taking back sunday, the all-american rejects, the cult, the faint, the fray, the red jumpsuit aparatus, three days grace, trick daddy, underoath, usher, vaeda, voltera, yellowcard, yingyang twins, young bloods, young jeezy, young joc, z-ro.

Movies:

ghost ship, harry potter movies, narnia, final desination movies, lord of the rings, silent hill, texas chainsaw masacre, fallen, the notebook, kingdom of heaven, kingdom hospital, rose red, the last samurai, a good woman, an american haunting, wolf creek, bloodrayne, the da vinci code, the shining, alien, the sixth sense, the ring 1 &2, the descent, the exorcism of emily rose, amityville horror, child's play, the village, underworld, when a stranger calls, and anything scary.

Television:

gilmore girls, grey's anatomy, desperate housewives, that's clever, lost, ghost hunters, er, inuyasha, house, music videos, disney channel, cartoon network.

Books:

eragon, chicken soup for the soul books, skateboarding magazines, glamour magazines, shel silverstein books, poetry books, cartooning books, chobits and other anime books

Heroes:

My dead kitty Simba

My Blog

My dad being weird on the computer

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so much going on.... STRESS

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Posted by Soapy Screamer™ on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 11:36:00 PST

There is so much I want to say

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Posted by Soapy Screamer™ on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 11:40:00 PST

Things are better left said

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Posted by Soapy Screamer™ on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:18:00 PST

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Posted by Soapy Screamer™ on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 03:46:00 PST

Interesting How Life Goes!!

It's funny that my life turns around so quick. Only about five months ago I was sitting around my parents house and living there. I had so many thoughts about moving out and how life would be totall...
Posted by Soapy Screamer™ on Fri, 25 May 2007 11:23:00 PST

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Posted by Soapy Screamer™ on Thu, 10 May 2007 03:12:00 PST

To every girl

To every girl,who puts her heart out there againbecause she has been hurttoo many times or so badly.To every girl that has beencheated on becauseshe's not a slutthat gives it up to any guy.To every gi...
Posted by Soapy Screamer™ on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 12:24:00 PST