BlessedW/DaCancer

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet people who arnt fucking retarded, i guess they are a small group around here, i dont care if you are a boy or a girl because im not tryin to "hook up" like all those dumbass 20 y/o who be fuckin 15 y/os and such. If i have offended you, it was probably for a good reason, if you dont like it to fucking bad this is my page and i dont give a fuck if your offended. if your not offended then please have a look around i dont have much for pictures but i have a few, im putting on more as soon as i do something worth takin a picture of.
Graphics & Layouts ....................................................DREAMS.. ....... they say that dreams are the touch to your innermost self concious, who came up with this crap, well check this, I was lieing in my bed naked, with a cold 45 in my hand, it was pressed to my head, im tired of life and tired of living, this hair pin trigger is not very forgiving, the slightest wrong movement could make me lose my mind, all i can do is pray to God, i say God give me a sign, should i live or should i die, should i give myself the chance, just to say goodbye, i close my eyes and wait for an answer the neigbors next door are fighting and a thud from the wall makes me jump but i had forgotten that all it took was the smallest bump, i hear the gun blast and i wake up in a white flash, i hear crying, i look to my right and my daughter is full of fright, tears rolling down her rosey cheeks, and all she can say is,, daddy,, whats wrong, i then say to her with tears rolling down mine, dont worry baby it was all just a bad dream, things are how they are supposed to be or this is how it would seem.
You scored as Crip, Congrats, youre a Crip, now dont wear any red

Crip

Blood

Music:

Satans Gift

Movies:

SUSPENCE AND HORROR, some comedy some of my favs. are American History X Menace To Society Saw i, ii, iii Texas Chainsaw Massicre (all of them) Children of the Corn Childs play i, ii, iii Bride of Chucky Seed of Chucky The illusionist The Mechanist The Visitation THE PASSION Silence of the Lambs Hannable Red Dragon Sin City 13 Ghosts Get rich or Die Tryin Tupac Shakura Thug Angle Halloween (all or them) Friday the 13th (all of them) Nightmare on Elm st. (all of them) Freddy Vs. Jason Pulse AND SUCH...........
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism || 10%
Narcissism |||||| 23%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||| 23%
Physical security |||||||||| 36%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 23%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 43% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com............................................ ...........THE GATESAs i stand at the gates of heaven, i have one thought running through my essence of a head, should i, its not the fact that heaven is not a great place to be, its just will it really be that great after all of my friends and loved ones perish in the lake of fire, will i know that they existed or will i totally forget they ever were. And if i am banned from this great garden will Hell be that agonizing knowing that i to will be forgotten with all of my friends and the ones that i have given so much for in this world, could the pain be so bad that i regret being with all the love that had ever existed in my life. no pain can destroy love for when i get to that lake i will close my eyes and remember those faces that brought me so much love, and they wont even remember my name but for me it will not matter because i know that if they make it to the better place i will still be forgotten and i will perish because they need not remember the face that held no shape, they need not remember the name that summoned such an illness, for my friends and my family along with the loved that have no known names, for them i was a burden and should burn but they, they allowed life to such a usless and helpless body and for that they should be allowed into the gates of heaven but now you are faced with the same queistion!!!!Are you completely deserving place yourself would you make the cut or will you to join me in the lake, are you clean, for i know that i am as filthy as a pig after being slopped and rolloing in the mud, only one can clean my soul and for that i wont even budge to get a towel, i will simply sit and wait for that night when all that is good rises, and if i am denied passage i know why i have been denied, do you know and confront your demons as tho all could see? for if you saw the light coming from me we would all be in darkness.............

Television:

The Simpsons Robot Chicken House Tripping the Rift Ren and Stimpy Awwwwww Real Monsters Futurama.................................................... .HELD DOWNthis weight on my back like a bag that continues to grow all my friends are gone and i am the only one left to know have i been forgotten or is it i that has done the forgetting pain deep in my chest, were my heart used to be all that i have loved has been torn out of my unwilling hands like the flesh off my bones was this ment to be or am i a product of mans greatest stupidity my feelings have been burned so much that i feel nothing pain turns to pleasure and love drifts away into darkness what is love, what is a family all i know is lies and deciet, i used to know the feelin the one only a true family could provide but in the darkness i am forced to hide i did believe that there was at one time hope but now i have been stuck in the middle of loser 20 somethin guys and insecure teens so where am i to be left, in a black abysse that seems to never end love hope and joy are all just temperary figments of my imagination all eyes turn to sin not lookin at the greatest creation i cant tell you for it is a sight for all eyes to see but i feel like it is seen by only me, peering at the shadows as though they were real i have seen all that darkness cannot conseal what is the meaning of life, a quiestion none can answer but i stand on my own and have seen the cancer life is not for you its for those who see you for when you reach your breaking point you will have none but the words of others may keep you alive for years to come life is not for me it is for those who provided help for me give it time and you will see that in the end you are just like me....... Dane Cook Shark and Bee Attacks

Books:

The Whole SHANAHARA series The Dreamcatcher The Seven Deadly Sins Ancient Greek and Roman Philosophy and books of the sort.....
You Are From Mars
You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive.
You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action.
You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way.
Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous.
So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others. What Planet Are You From?
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 56%
You have a decent shot at being a multimillionaire. Surprised?
You're confident and a hard worker. Keep it up! Will You Be a Multimillionaire?
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You're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Heroes:

Dont Have One But I Do Have A Fav. Comic Book Character And That Is VENIM

Your Life Is Worth...
$1,182,500 How Much Is Your Life Worth?

Who Should Paint You: M.C. Escher
Open and raw, you would let your true self show for your portrait.
And even if your painting turned out a bit dark, it would be honest. What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?