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SO ALIVE

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I am a 23 yr. old semi-confident girl(yes i like to be reffered to as a girl, not lady, woman, female, ect.) All i want in life is to be happy. I'd describe myself as a fun, nice, wild, ride or die, loyal, friendly, headstrong, open minded, and one not to fuck with. I can be the meanist bitch if you cross me but i'm the sweetest thing if you're not on my shit list. My downfalls are: jealousy, grudge holding, road rage, trucker mouth, vengeful, and a awful infatuation problem. If I meet an attractive & sexy man and everything's straight i get HARD CORE LUST AND INFATUATION ISSUES! Overall i'm a happy chick. I love my half pommeranian half chiuaua Sage. So cute! I had a little dog before it was cool.I love my family blood is thickest bond. My girls might as well be my blood. I have the best friends in the world cause when you're a real person you attract real people. I'm all set with that fake bull shit and the drama. I am impatient it drives me crazy but leads me to get things done. I like tatoos on men (me and my chicas have the matching chineese symbol for friend.) We got it when we were 16 and still to this day, we are like we were. I love girls, hate bitches.I love the male species but I hate them at the same time. I think i have more dreams and nightmares than the average person, and I remember them most of the time. I love the Red hot chili peppers I have been in love with the singer since the age of 8. Thats my kind of music. I like good rap and R&B but I am a rocker chick at heart. Im also a hopless romantic who does not like confronting my feelings. I guess thats enough for now.
I'm gonna marry this man!
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And have him on the side
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Colleen
Birthday: 12/6/83
Birthplace: Dorchester
Current Location: Wareham filled with assholes
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Light Brown
Height: 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: I am a mutt Irish, English, Canadian, German, and Native American
The Shoes You Wore Today: red flip flops
Your Weakness: I care 2 much
Your Fears: Clowns
Your Perfect Pizza: Green Pepper
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Do good in school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
Thoughts First Waking Up: I'm not getting up
Your Best Physical Feature: Everything but my feet
Your Bedtime: Sometime in the morning
Your Most Missed Memory: Childhood in general where life was good and simple, before every1 died on me
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: Both
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Fuck yea
Do you Sing: Sometimes
Do you Shower Daily: Of course
Have you Been in Love: Lets not talk about it
Do you want to go to College: I am
Do you want to get Married: Eventually, I'm thinking 30
Do you belive in yourself: In some ways
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes! I have to take drammamine & once i took too much of it and it was trippy!
Do you think you are Attractive: I'd fuck me
Are you a Health Freak: Not as much as i'd like to be
Do you get along with your Parents: yes I love them
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes they are calming
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: alot
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: xanax
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yup
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: probably
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no dont like 'em too much
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: never in my life
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no the weather has been shitty
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i dont think so
Ever been Drunk: Have I ever!
Ever been called a Tease: Yes but only for nothing!! I dont bother teasing
Ever been Beaten up: other way around
Ever Shoplifted: yes when i was younger
How do you want to Die: I dont, but old and in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Nurse and a wife to a sexy successful man
What country would you most like to Visit: Amsterdam
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue or green
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: 6'1
Weight: 180
Best Clothing Style: Ecko
Number of Drugs I have taken: enough
Number of CDs I own: 150?
Number of Piercings: 4 (3 are in my ears) and my navel
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I dont regret much, i learn
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My Blog

One Way Road

The little inspiration that's left in this world, saddens and darkens my heart A small reflection of beauty is haunting Letting go is so hard but inevitable Dark and dreary days are becomming all of w...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:50:00 PST

Mental Breakdown

Your infectious aoura lingers in my presence I wanna steal you away and find myself in heaven Resistance is no longer futile, I will run away from you Into a forest of pain and find myself alone I am ...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:31:00 PST

THE DAWN

My spitits rise up from the fog of confusion into the mist of the starry night And happiness dawns on me like the break of the morning sunSadness is swept away by the stormy winds, lost with the Autum...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 07:30:00 PST

IN LOVE

Its beautiful Its bittersweet Undeniable Assaulting softly Drowning in air Melting in your eyes Alone in a crowd Buried alive Walking on water Playing in glass Sleeping on ice Driving so fast The forc...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 11:34:00 PST

CRAZY

Everything to make me feel complete Is just outside my reach Its so close I can taste it Hear it, smell it, and almost face it Fast rolling clouds cover my sun Mile long, cold shadows And its only ju...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:21:00 PST

THE LIGHT

I have dammed all the happy souls And condemned my own Willingly, yet not on purpose Because it hurts to be alone It seems like I have felt it all And passed every happy day Which have not been too ma...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:07:00 PST

Pigs

Inhumane and evil They roam this land Cruelty and death They deliver in their hands Lies and deciet The people entrust To the Devil's slaves Meddelings so unjust These committed sins You work to hide ...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 09:12:00 PST

A Poem

Murder my love Rape my soul Abandon me So still and cold Bury my joy Suffocate my spirit I can not cry My throat feels slit Why do you hunger For my sorrow? Always pleading for A better day tomorrow ...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 09:06:00 PST

FUCKING WHORES

I'm so sick of all these fucking whores on the internet, man whores, female whores, GET SOME FUCKING SELF RESPECT!!! "Come see me on my web cam, its free" well, fuck, I HOPE your getting paid somehow ...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 11:31:00 PST

AFI

There are no flowers, no not this time They'll be no angels gracing the line Just these dark words I find I'd show a smile, but I'm too weak I'd share with you, could I only speak Just how much this h...
Posted by SO ALIVE on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 10:08:00 PST