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Recluse. Chemically imbalanced. Vegetarian. Photographer. Wave-maker. Day-dreamer. Peanutbutter lover. War-paint professional. PAINFULLY shy. Abstract. Sensitive. Lonely Painter - awarded, ABANDONED, ordained, institutionalized, tortured, inspired, broken, bitter, sweet. Physically and mentally unable to match socks, in love with the world, and pissed off at it's leaders. An obstinate believer in love.....still. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Please stand by... Our Democracy is experiencing technical difficulties..... ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

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Theres a village in my dome. Dylan, Gandhi, Picasso, Buddha, Dalai Lama, Christ, Tosh, Hendrix, Marley and Frida... It's pretty noisy and often difficult to sleep.

My Blog

I was once young and foolish like you......

But......Was abandoned..painted things i wasn't supposed to..walked around with tombstones in my eyes..tried to find out where the sidewalk ended..hung out on the steps of the church..had a mohawk..co...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 19:57:00 GMT

June-Hui- I do remember you.

Lovely memories frequently interrupt a less than dream-filled life. Young careless times remind me of 100 years ago. If only I knew i was happy..... Some things that mean a lot to my heart, often blur...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 20:05:00 GMT

Sorry, Im not an Obama hater

The few asinine radicals that are circulating bulletins about Barack Obama "not living very long" aren't intelligent enough to know that they sound like pure American terrorists. I find you a threat t...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 18:14:00 GMT

At this point (3 a.m.)

It's not a special occasion...just a fortunate dinner of Soma and Chardonnay. After my neck loosens up and i lose control of the weight of my crazy big head, i have short meaningful conversations with...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 08:45:00 GMT

L.I.F.E.-Clear my head with your inside.

Clear my head with your inside. Dive into my dome and create a clear image to love. Bring available notes of peace that i can spend time weaving in and out of inspiration. I will dangle them very ligh...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 19:30:00 GMT

From Ambrosia-"If you could change anything...."

If i could change everything, I probably would. I have lived with myself so long, i could stand living with someone else. But, if i could change ONE thing now, i would have to replace the chemicals in...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 06:56:00 GMT

Morning Marie think tank.

Dawn. I call up a mental picture of the first light of morning, while thinking of a stranger with benevolence. Beauty. She produces the most lovely result apparently by cosmic design and gaining the f...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 19:29:00 GMT

She , pain, random and slurred

The music is so loud but she can't keep her voices down and it is 59 degrees in here but her mind is still on fire. Sometimes i see her sitting alone at these gathering of minds. None of any importanc...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 04:04:00 GMT

"U haven’t changed a bit, Lan."

What? I change every day. I change haircolor and i change my mind. I change my clothes and i change personalities. I always drink Bourbon and Ginger but i often change desserts. I do change wines...be...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 21:06:00 GMT

Friday mornings first images.

After wandering through my near future all night, i squeeze a few long dreams into my last 30 seconds of sleep. I awaken to a huge animal  on my chest with his face only 2 inches from m...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 05:38:00 GMT