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Killjoy23

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

I'm a 28 year old father of two. My son is 7 and my daughter is 6. they are my world and everything that matters to me . I'm not a very complicated kind of spirit unless you want to understand what makes me tick. Then i become a little confused and evasive. Just a natural reflex as an American Citizen that believes that everyone has a alterier motive.I read way to many conspiricy theory books and listen to COAST TO COAST AM almost every night so that makes me a little jittery at times . So I'm a basic nut case to the people outside my reality tunnel. A very demented since of humor, yet I pride myself on having a very open mind to anything that comes from a persons heart and soul and not there attempt at bullshitting me(the say'in goes can't bullshit a bullshitter right) So in a nut shell I love you only if you love me:) And if you can understand that then we're cool and if not fuck you! (in the upmost respetive way that is)because love is what this reality needs the most! And a "Fuck You!" to open your eyes once in awhile. ;)

My Interests

reading,And just having a good time in the moments of hysteria we call life. I watch a lot of movies(Mainly cartoons i have 2 kids)and listen to music all day long. And I like all types of music. If I can stomp my foot then it must be good.

I'd like to meet:

anyone who likes to speak there mind. and isn't affraid to be a leader in all aspects. check these links and you might know what I'm talking about.

Music:

The Doors(Forever),TOOL,APC,Mudvayne,I love heavier music the most! Mosh in peace! Long live Darell"Dimebag" Abbott.nirvana,madseason,ice cube(old School), gettoboys,the beatles,led zepplin, bushwick bill. the chemical brothers, aphex twins, the pixies. violent femmes, johnny cash,willie nelson, merle haggard,sonic youth,I'm a product of the late 80's and the early 90's so there is way to many bands to list you name i like it.
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Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas,and of course The Doors any thing by johnny Depp he's the shit. the godfather 1&2, Platoon, the manchurian canidate,true romance, natrual born killers(i love a good romance), resivour dogs, pulp fiction,a color purple,gummo,kids,bubble,trainspottin. i'll give damn near anything a try.

Television:

T.V. is the devil! there are more constructive things to do with your time people. Get of the couch and let the blood flow. Life is much better when you live it for yourself. F$#k realitiy T.V. it all black magic in end. But that show NIP/TUCK is so fucked up you have to watch.

Books:

anything by Robert Anton Wilson.timothy leary, william s. burroughs,ken keasy,bob frissel,william cooper,phillip k. dick, And books that make you think of the realization that we are open to intelligence if we choose to let it be. And if we are "all under control" in this big machine we call life. We need to rebel against all who oppose peace and free will. As A wise man once said "Think for yourself question authority."(Dr. Timothy Leary)

Heroes:

People who stand up for what they belive. Dimebag Darell for being such a great human spirit, TOOL for opening the minds of those who choose to listen and belive. And all the others out there that choose to walk down there own path of life!

My Blog

She loves me, She loves him lots!

I regret the pain caused and moments lost. The times of infinate betrayal lurk on the edge of my dreams. The sight of the one you love walking away. Anger is not enough, and self pity over takes the v...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 04:55:00 PST

Leave

  Leave this body leave everything Emotions are the first of the conformity Keeping you here till you learn the techniques You are born with all you need to know Soon forgot at the first fork i...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 07:49:00 PST

?????????????

life leads and I dance nothing left no more chance ability to fear not welcome to the spot feed the horse take the bread where is the hooker with my head night turns into day who are you sir I am no...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 08:03:00 PST

Space

MOMENTS OF RESTICTION FADE INTO THE DAYS OF LOVE'S GRACE, NEVER TRUST THE SILVER OUT LINE OF A CLOUD! FOR THE MOMENT OF NATURAL ENERGY IS WASTED THE SECOND YOU "OPEN" YOUR EYES. JUST WAIT AND SEE! IT'...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 07:19:00 PST

Shamefull Fate

My eye's treat me with shame. Control is what they have over me. No truth just disbelief. Open or shut I feel the blame Overwhelming my sense of reality I can't stop thinking about...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 01:30:00 PST

Fin' ers

small fingers short fingers fat fingers skinny fingers we all have them some smell some are dirty some are pretty most are always moving do you like your finger? what do they taste like? are they maki...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 02:13:00 PST

Dreamstate Revolver(shot in the dark)

 I can't remember my first word, never thought about my first love.Understanding that I'm a creature of habit, I walk away with the knowledge that I will return. People, places, reality tunnels f...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:57:00 PST

Sheeple

Standing in line and waiting. Fuck I would kill for a cigarette. These thoughts of killing and pillaging. All I want is a few buffalo wings . Should have stayed home and ate cereal from the box. Dam...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 11:21:00 PST

Republic

They cut stones! we pay the price, a new land. taken your birth rights. no one cares, just need more time. leave it to beaver look at your hands! taste the stagnant air. i don't remember what col...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 06:48:00 PST

Cupcakes N Stripclubs

she wants you to buy her nice things. play the games of a dope fiend. never caring or the least bit of shame. all done in 30 seconds of priceless gain. we are one in the last points of the ticking clo...
Posted by Killjoy23 on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 03:18:00 PST