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w i l h ≠ l m

further still

About Me


1%. white spectral wind. abraxian cavalier. space-obsessed dirt voyager. mercurian mage. herald of the dawn. last adversary of the kirk of tetragrammaton. exalted cyclops. weird pilgrim. courteous dismayfield. eternal troubadour. "on the opposite side of everything".

My Interests


ecosophy, armanentum, sundholm amplification, manti, conspiracy, ambient drone invokation, 1969 mopar, emeralds, spanning time, mythology, symbolism, high currents, low frequencies, swastika eyes, galdr, rímur, overtone chanting, things albinist, twilight, black magick, olde tyme flying-machines, death valley, dreams, yantras, mandalas, fractals, vailixi and vimana craft, braille maps, astronomy, outlawry, werewolves, and marble hearts./

I'd like to meet:


...all and none... i like fewer and fewer of you as it is. /

Music:


hawkwind, xiieotm, forest, early silver apples, earth, my bloody valentine, luke the drifter, early kraftwerk, morricone, thuja, kiila, teeth of lions rule the divine, sangre cavallum, the vaselines, tarantula hawk, joy division, king crimson, grief, son of man and the family of infinite soul, slowdive, nico, of, ville leinonen, pentagram, abruptum, vincent gallo, kaleidoscope, royal trux, spiritualized, the jesus and mary chain, pharaoh overlord, skepticism, burzum, the slade, early heart, merzbow, spectrum/spacemen 3/sonic boom, wendy carlos, langley schools music project, early pink floyd, xasthur, deathspell omega, 13th floor elevators, les joyeux de la princesse, changes, circle, suicide, jonathon halper, coil, danava, swans, manes, bobby beausoleil and the freedom orchestra, brian jones era stones, all a.a. newcombe sorcery, kemialliset ystavat, tyrannosaurus rex, the mothers of invention, the thrones, kk.null, moussorgsky, es, islaja, dock boggs, air, acid mothers temple, svarrogh, twilight, lotus eaters, taake, zombi, syd barrett, ruins, allerseelen, drudkh, the telescopes, neu!, om, karjalan sissit, lurker of chalice, tehom, graumahd, lee hazlewood, amon duul I & II, lucisferrato, spell, yahowa 13, toroidh, can, six organs of admittance, france gall, asva, elevator music, sounds of american doomsday cults, sounds of japanese doomsday cults, songs of the troubadours, songs of the ss, songs of birds returning to the point of origin, songs of fire, songs of wind, songs of earth trembling beneath one's feet, songs of waves forming, crystalline laughter, the sound of all things elevated converging, death rattles, birth pangs... /

Movies:


early survival research laboratory films, partner, mishima, the wild angels, head, the river's edge, a bureaucratic desire for revenge, holy mountain, faust, the brothers quay collection, bartleby, a musical mutiny, wizards, manson 1970: the family tells all, lolita, tron, kung fu zombie, triumph des willens, hour of the wolf, two-lane blacktop, anything gallo, the twonky, palindromes, young poisoner's handbook, vanishing point, space is the place, over the edge, jacob's ladder, hysteria/scare-films of the 50's and 60's, split, die brücke, oye esteban, logan's run, pearls before swine, cocksucker blues, rosemary's baby, for a few dollars more, a joyful noise, midnight cowboy, my best fiend, aguirre: the wrath of god, lazerblast, fantasy mission force, the night porter, the alphabet, brazil, the jerk, le petit soldat, the warriors, sexual orientation for retardates, charles manson superstar, throbbing gristle: live at oundle boy's school, witchfinder general, koyaanisqatsi, scopitone a go-go, the wicker man, black sunday, el topo, satan speaks, willie wonka and the chocolate factory, barry lyndon, häxan, the proposition, shadows of forgotten ancestors, throne of blood, the falls, la jetée, lucifer rising, in the shadow of the sun, every last one of the flying guillotine movies, of birth and blood, and stroszek. /

Television:


the prisoner, the twilight zone, mr. show, bewitched, small wonder, land of the lost, tranz-or-z, g.l.o.w., the great space coaster, dark shadows, static channels. nothing current. /

Books:


maldoror, the eddas, the vedas, demian, thus spake zarathustra, nausea, siege, the stranger, perfume, oak-mot, the lightning and the sun, the manson file, eigil's saga, the saga of cormac the skald, slaughterhouse five, revolt against the modern world, el/ella, nos: book of the resurrection, the ultimate flower, crucified: the railroading of charles manson, research: pranks and the industrial handbook, select poems of ezra pound, the little prince, the secret king, where the wild things are, henry darger: art and selected writings, might, the bhagavad gita, ich kämpfe, the myths of the brothers grimm, the myths of hans christian anderssen, impeachment of man, the visits of the queen of sheba, steppenwolf, things bird-related, things mountain-related, things wolf-related, things weather-related, things thing-related, things relation-related, and related things of that nature... these, and all 'new burners'. /

Heroes:


soul-self. il ultimo avatara... those who struggle without surrender against cowardice, stupidity, and lies. ..

My Blog

"we know our gods by the things [we] create..."

spectrum, north/south, ranges newest to oldest. as i generally come to hate everything i've completed, this will mean least-hated above, to most-hated, furthest below. mothmonarq, directly below,...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:13:00 PST

wake

how does one drop out of the world into which he was born? i am referring to patterns, networks, circuitry, and systems. i am disturbed. i have lost my appetite for rotten fruit. i have...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 07:28:00 PST

ar, ar-man, orion

i grow so tired of words. if you (the collective you) desire to understand me and how i see things, you now have but a few keys... friedrich nietzsche miguel serrano ezra pound hermann ...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:27:00 PST

hell is heaven

spaceship mind. zillionth mile. towered o'er towne by mountain grim. stature slim. hymns reverse. sighed by gates each time i arrived. laughed when honey crushed the hearse. l...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 05:11:00 PST

god's lonely man

  last night, or technically this morning, i was laying on my bed with one of three lights on, thinking about life, thinking about time, thinking about the past, thinking about relationships, thi...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 07:41:00 PST

linden, lark, and wristwatch...

two evenings ago, i removed my wristwatch before i went to bed, and as i did so, felt that i was somehow casting off the tyrrany of time. i recall thinking, half-comically, of who i wished to give the...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 07:42:00 PST

are a savage fleet of moths responsible?

i find it strange that nearly every article of clothing in my humble bumble wardrobe is, quite all of a sudden, riddled with holes and near threadbare. what the hell is going on? all at once. do ...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

some memories out of order

when i was a boy, we had a chow dog. i was too young to know it's name. my father got rid of it because it gnawed his marijuana plant down to the stem. we lived in alameda, by a place called "moo...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

through the leaves as pages of my lives

i was up in some sort of elaborate treehouse, like, one hundred feet high or so... and, i was in my bedroom there, thumbing through a file cabinet full of old drawings and paintings that i had done ov...
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

earth no longer grounded

he fell in love with the same sea which sundered his sails... and down with the ship, aye, the captain must go. taurus sun, libra moon, scorpio rising.
Posted by w ï l h ë l m on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST