what can u do when life turns on u. when everything around u starts crashing down. how can u remain sane when those who u hold most dear turn on u in the drop of a hat. in the worst time of my life i needed someone who left me to die. no remorse. isnt it ironic that u can become the very thing u despise or u can pick urself up out of the shadows and breathe life again. Ive been molested, raped, addicted to drugs, and suisidal. i have spent 4 months in a psychatric hospital. i have been diagnosed as bipolar, paranoid, schitzaphrenic, and clinnically depressed. I used to think that i could live this double life without ever being exposed. the truth reveals all. people used to think that i could do no wrong and that i was a saviour among men. but im not. im only flesh, blood, and tears. so if u think u know, then ur sadly mistaken. im not staying in the abyss of my wrong, to feel numb like i used too. its easy to go to that place. instead im slowly picking up the pieces of my shattered mirrior so that one day i can look at myself with tears of joy rather than tears of madness.
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