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Big Gay

pucker up and kiss the asphalt now.

About Me


Check out my band, I Can't Remember
and also The Reacharounds
CHECK SOME OF THESE AWESOME LOCAL BANDS OUT!
YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD(NO LONGER)
INSTALLING CHAOS
NO ORDER
ACROLEIN
ROTGUT
THREEFACE
ALBERT FISH AND THE IMPLEMENTS OF HELL
SMALL SCALE AFFAIR
SUPERDRIVER
My solo work or whatnot
my names courtney.
music is pretty much my life.i have been playing drums and guitar since i was about 9 years old. i like to write and create my own music.if it isn't obvious i am gay and i love being gay. i am not a man hating dyke by any means. i shoot up.. the insulin.haa.i have 19 piercings, and a bunch of tattoos.i do not favor people. i have my own beliefs on certain things, but that doesn't mean i'm narrow minded and that your opinion doesn't matter. im not one to judge based upon race, sex, or anything of that nature. i don't have baggage, and dont plan to. i dont care for drama, or shit talkers. if you have shit to talk about me then apparently you dont know me. i can be the most loyal,caring, and honest friend to you. though if i feel as if im being played for as a fool, its not too hard for me to say goodbye.i love trying to make people happy, or always keep them smiling. i have had some close to death experiences, or at least 3/4 of the way there.i am thankful for my family and friends. i couldn't imagine being in this world without them here.
if you want to know moreaim= misleadxyouth

My Interests

tattoos-piercings-music-drums-guitar-bass-keyboards-intellig ence-hot rods-drama free-equal rights-my friends-moons&stars-flames-starbucks-skulls-all forms of art-hair dye-girls-alcohol-sushi-pin ups-bettie page-shoes-shows-movies-skating-going to the beach-being adventurous-road trips-playing pool-the beach-the ocean-etc..

I'd like to meet:

anyone who can keep a decent conversation. someone with a good personality,good head on their shoulders, somebody who is determined to accomplish something in life other then being lazy and doing nothing for themselves.your mom? someone who is not a complete idiot. and quite possibly you?.

this guy.

Music:

the distillers- bratmobile- the butchies- lunachicks- tilt- sleater kinney- L7- guttermouth- walls of jericho- jack off jill- misfits- gwar- the cure- bad religion- the cranberries- nofx- scarling- operation ivy- tegan and sara- unearth- sublime- prodigy- letters to cleo- tiger army- all that remains- horror pops- as i lay dying- pennywise- tami hart- at the drive in- veruca salt- poison the well- social distortion- black flag- excuse 17- anti flag- huggybear- suicidal tendencies- white zombie- depeche mode- prodigy- rasputina- ani difranco- msi- stone temple pilots- bloodhound gang-/centerthe list goes on but you get the basic idea.

Movies:

but im a cheerleader- freddy vs jason- lost and delirious- pulp fiction- black sheep- tommy boy- true romance- the shining- girl interupted- elizabeth- without a paddle- miss congeniality- boys dont cry- texas chansaw massacre- hackers- hedwig and the angry inch- rocky horror picture show- the ring- halloween (all)- virgin suicides- welcome to the dollhouse- the night of the living dead- sister act- nightmare before christmas- office space- alice in wonderland- jay and silent bob- resident evil- the glass house- 200 cigarettes- etc..

Heroes:

my mom.

My Blog

hope.

so i guess right now since i have time to write i will. i decided that i am going to really try and better myself, because really i am just not happy with myself. soo. things im going to work on. elim...
Posted by Big Gay on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 03:32:00 PST

The Atomic Garage

So last night was the end of the Atomic Garage. Lets not hope this is going to be a forever deal. With the support of friends and family we can all put our heads together and help out! If you wer...
Posted by Big Gay on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 10:18:00 PST

out with the old, in with the new?

sooo. this is going to probably be a short blog. though i have been having a pretty good outlook on things lately. i think i am going to go back to school. there are a couple things im thinking about....
Posted by Big Gay on Thu, 10 May 2007 12:06:00 PST

you cant put a price on...

if you have the urge to read this go ahead, otherwise maybe you shouldn't, because it probably isn't of any importance to you anyway. after all im just going to ramble. who knows. this is not some pit...
Posted by Big Gay on Thu, 03 May 2007 08:59:00 PST

legalized

and so my birthday was completely amazing. and if it wasnt for everyone up at the garage, i dont think it would have been possible. this goes to everyone who was there, and enabled me to have one of t...
Posted by Big Gay on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 09:39:00 PST

tools.

and so basically i am ranting, maybe about nothing. just because i can. ha. so i really cant fucking stand people who are tools. people who make out to be one person, and clearly arent. meanwhile they...
Posted by Big Gay on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 08:13:00 PST

goodbye buddy

so sunday, monster went to a new home. i wish i could have kept him, but that would have been a bit selfish. so now he is in a good home. he will be happy, and the lady also has a bull mastiff,italian...
Posted by Big Gay on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:14:00 PST

Thank you.

So last weekend/week pretty much sucked alot. On Saturday I woke up in the morning puked, went to sleep, woke up went to another room, then went and puked again. I puked like 8 times, I kept tryi...
Posted by Big Gay on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:58:00 PST

moved in sorta

so yeah. we got the house! and it is bad asss.brand new, 3 bed 2 bath. yeahh.  ha i now live in palm bay, which is cool. i mean its hard with the warehouse being in sebastian and all my...
Posted by Big Gay on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 10:30:00 PST

some random questions.

2. I am listening to.....pepper3. I talk.....who will listen, or needs to talk to me about their problems.4. I love...my friends, family and life5. My best friends.....mean more to me than anything6. ...
Posted by Big Gay on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:56:00 PST