First of all I am Cami…always have been, always will be. I have worn so many different hats in my life so far and some of those them were very intoxicating (literally), ignorant, childish, amazing, stupid, insecure, drunk, over confident, a little too hoochie, a little too Molly Mormon, etc (you get the pic.) but I hold onto each moment of ME. I am at a new place in life where I am no longer ashamed for mistakes and grateful for my childhood because I know they molded me into this woman I have become. Every year I think I have me figured out and each year I find a new area of myself I didn’t know existed or something I don‘t like and realize I need to change. I am ever changing into something better each day, change is good for me. When things stay the same I feel like I am sitting in stagnant water. I realize now that when I was “super depressed, no fun to be around Cami†I was never striving for change….just sulking in icky stagnant, algae infested water. Self exploration and studying the mind and our ability to alter life’s cause and reaction is very intriguing to me.
I am the type to make visual boards when I want something and read a self help book when I find myself in the slumps. I am very spiritual and I do believe in God but I am not highly religious.
I am married to an amazingly huge pain in the ass that loves me madly and I him. This September will be 10 years of driving each other bonkers! Well, I would say 4 years of driving each other nuts…the first 6 were bliss. (Minus the 5 months when I wore my retard and having way too much unhealthy fun, hat.) Ha ha ha ha, true story. Sean proves to me that no matter what happens in this journey we are on together he will never let me fall out of love with him or stay angry too long as he always finds a way to make everything right. He is an amazing father and husband and works his butt off to provide us with a life he sees fit. He has been guilty of working too much but it has always been for us.
To date we have our little boy Mason and another boy on the way. I am still processing being a mother of 2 boys and how on earth I am going to love and raise another boy as amazingly as I have Mason. My family is the best damn looking hat on me! You could say it fits more like a glove. My every success is put into my family. I could climb Mt. Everest, swim the Pacific Ocean, run 1,000 marathons and donate every penny I have to charity but if I fail at being a mom…I have accomplished nothing. Sean and I don’t view failure the same as most people. Failure is one step closer to success unless you let it get you down and depressed. We could lose everything tomorrow, (likely if the building industry doesn’t get some life pumped into it) and know that we just learned something for next time to ensure we are even more successful. Hmmm…what else?….I don’t like to associate with judgmental people BUT even more so I don’t like to be around people who use no judgment.
Let’s not get all this twisted though…I still like to laugh and make inappropriate jokes (so long as no little ears are around). And I still look super fly in my goofy hat…This is me today…lets see what tomorrow brings.
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