Lon

I'm highly spontaneous, and totally fucking crazy, seriously. Sometimes I can't even talk in coherent sentences, because all of life's possibilities are flashing in front of my eyes. I think logically but am attracted to mystery. There is so much that e=MC^2 can't begin to describe. I work hard doing trivial things and neglect the most important ones, like skiing and love. I could be a professional skier and I could be madly in love, but I am neither because I spent 4 hours last night doing writing a lab report. I spend thousands of dollars getting an education, but I can learn more in one night watching snow fall in the mountains than in an entire semester in school. I think I am generous, but I give to much of myself away sometimes. I can't say no to anyone because can't stand seeing the look of dissapointment in peoples eyes. I am too tired to do my best because my matress is a piece of shit, and I cant live without hearing my guitar weap at least once a day. I think that I am interested in too many things, and I cant make important decisions without flipping out. I know I need to calm down but I am already too laid back. I like yoga because it makes my brain quiet. I hate caffeine because it makes my thoughts loud. I love RedBull. I get jittery when I drink too much coffee and feel the same way when I am talking to a girl for the first time. There are times when I feel confident like I could take on the world. I am a cocky bastard when it comes to skiing, but it takes so much more courage to show your emotions than it does to jump off a 50 ft cliff at 50 miles an hour. So, there are times when I can't even say hello to people. I love eye making eye contact with strangers and then walking away. I have blue eyes and 20/10 vision but I miss the most important things because sensation isn't perception. Video games, country music, and fake tans piss me off. Girls that smile make me smile. I am sensitive and complex but the simplest things make me happy. I don't really like writing about myself, so I am going to stop now. Peace out.