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About Me

" How many times must you prove your an angel, how many more demons will you have to strangle, how much longer must I remain in this dream before I finally figure out if your insane or a genius" I am 22 (almost) going on 30! I have an old soul but I am young at heart. As many people, I have been torn, chewed, and spit out into the dirt by life and love. I have picked myself up time and time again. Someone once told me "What doesnt kill you , makes you stronger" At the time I think I told them to shove it, but I truely understand the meaning of it now. I dont have many friends but the ones I do have I keep close. I am kind, giving, fun, and out going, I am always up for an adventure. At this point in my life many obsticles are being thrown at me but as time passes I am learning how to overcome them one by one. I love to write, dream, got to the beach, hang out, drink, just have a good time...I think I have covered all the bases, if you want to know anything else, just ask!

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My Interests

I would have to say writing is my passion! Beyond comprehension. When I write I get to escape reality, even if it is for a few minutes, it is in those minutes that I am free! At one point in my life I lived care free. Not caring about the outcome of life, I thank god I never got stuck! Beer! I like having a beer buzz as opposed to a liquor buzz.My all time favorite beer would have to be Heineken! I like bud light, miller light, amstel light (Can you tel I like light beer?) Grolsh, I cant forget "Old E" - Crazy times with that one!

Music:

www.myspace.com/reneeronceros2 - Check her out! My favorite thing about music is the ability to free the soul! I can remember listening to music constantly when I was going through some pretty hard times, it kept me sane, I have a true love for music!Music opens your mind to things you thought you couldnt feel.I like pretty much all types of music! Sublime, Atmosphere, Jedi Mind Tricks, Aseoph Rock, Beatles, No Doubt, System of a Down, Lonestar, Tim Mcgraw, Frank Sinatra, Immortal Tecnique,The Go Go's 70's, Oldies, New Wave, so much more!

Books:

I love to read! I would have to say reading is my favorie past time! I have a very good imagination, I get consumed by reading, I leave everything at home and I am in another world, the best part about it is it is not my world but someone elses. I get lost in there fantasies.

My Blog

Take me away...

My heart is breaking. I can feel the thorned bush grow to an enormous size blocking the air passage to my throat. My mind is aching, begging, pleading..."Please stop thinking!" How do I keep from cryi...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:10:00 PST

Its almost over...

The cool sharp stab I thought I would never feel agin, has put me in to a state of shock. I am paralized, unable to speak, yet my mind is screaming, begging, trying to plead with anyone who will liste...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 02:33:00 PST

Work in progress

I can remember being nervous. As if I were on stage singing a song and forgot all my verses. There were pauses and long hugs but no words. Finally she speaks with a shakey voice and unsteady han...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 03:07:00 PST

Stuck

In a weightless time I feel as if I have a thousand pounds on my chest. My arms are heavy and all desire for anything has subsided. My mind is on a constant overload. Almost as if it will start to spa...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 10:25:00 PST

Pain is love

A woman I once saw so strong has crumbled before my eyes. Not a tear shed though out the years, not they dont stop falling. A quiet angel some would say, never did worng and only desrved the best. A c...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Fri, 18 May 2007 01:01:00 PST

Rape

Just close your eyes! Pretend, picture something else. I cant breath. I can feel him and I cant breath, just please stop, STOP! I am trying to scream but nothing is coming out, I am trying to stop him...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 12:06:00 PST

Questions?

I feel as if everything I have ever wanted was handed to me recently. On a silver platter if you will. Yet I can feel a void growing inside me. I cant stop it and I cant fill it. Neither can anyone el...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 06:59:00 PST

Fulfilling Emptyness

How do I describe this feeling? I can hold happiness in my arms, and hang on long enough to believe that everything is going to be ok. And within a second, I find myself holding nothing but myself and...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:44:00 PST

Lost

Everything happens for a reason. That quote hold so much meaning. I find it funny though, it all happens for a reason but the reasons are unknown. I believe in destiny, or fate. I let it into my life ...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 01:06:00 PST

Rage

My blood boils, but not for my own pain. I hear cries coming from the other room, and I know it is not a blissful woe. When two people in love, whether it be man and woman, man and man, or woman and w...
Posted by Stay Lifted! on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 02:44:00 PST