The girl that forgot her password ....

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About me .....first of all this page is not big enough. I am not here to meet people for casual sex or one night stands..although I may be easily persuaded to a meaningless relationship of hot random sex filled with a years supply or duck tape and lube!!! If you want a beauty queen or to point out all my flaws then click off the page now ....unless you think my HUGE tits are a flaw and then just stay and feel free to talk about them like every other person in the world does...I am easy to please,but hard to satisfy!!!!I mean very HARD.... I can tell you that I am non-judge mental and honest and straight forward...I can play the game very well,but I choose not to anymore.Yeah,because of that time that I broke my little finger trying to get in the door when he was trying to push me out so he could untie that girl before I came in and found her.....It just ruined the game for me since then ..Ever broke your little finger???(damn it really hurts)...so......here I am . Rachel has 2 great gangsterlicious kids who love her.. (written by her son ) My name is Rachel ..............yeah 37 and never married ,I am not to good on trusting love and all of its mysteries.I live in New Orleans but if things keep going bad (like not being able to show your tits at Mardi Gras )I want to move away.Not sure where yet(but definitely not those 7 states that I am wanted in )I have never lacked love in my life as I have two great kids who are very loving like me.I am not normal and happy about that I love music it is my passion and it keeps me sane.I am okay if it was meant for me to be alone with only my kids(and creepy landlord,and my crazy neighbor,and the stalker down the street) I have learned to always try to look at life as one big "JOKE".(THAT I JUST NEVER GET) I want to travel and see what else life has to offer besides this(I mean you can only see so many tits and BJ's in public and the homeless people here always know where I bought my damn shoes at)I have a great family support and my true friends are the best (as long as they never meet and comapre notes).............I have always took the road less traveled in life and it is always the hard one..I have thick skin.I have been deceived,hurt,changed forever by a another soul and I am still here smiling everyday,crying sometimes and forever learning life lessons with everyday that passes(yes...now I have learned to wipe off the finger prints from the knife and not get caught anymore).........Did I tell you that my kids are the Best Ever !!!! and all my nieces and nephews too......My lifes work is becoming/being a Mom. The great thing about your own children is they always love you and except all your faults..(well until they are old enough to support themselves).....I can go out and hang just as long as the rest. Or just staying at home watching a movie and snuggling with my kids .I have learned that life is too short. Take chances,Love deeply,Forgive yourself,Laugh daily,and watch your back...lol...Be yourself don't be fake.If people don't like you for you who cares(just give them a Ruffie and they will love you all night)I would rather be hated for what I am than loved for what I am not.I have learned that people lie because they don't like themselves.I have never cared about status.When I have had enough I get out and never look back. People still seem to amaze me in life(and that is something because I am nuts)..I hate liars(note to self buy more truth serum)I will try anything once,maybe twice if I liked it.I don't fall easy ,but if I do I will love you for life.So if you need a new friend or miss a old one here I am and if I adore you ......You will know who you are!!!(Usiually you then start thinking you are better than you are and start looking for someone better) I will always support you,love you ,and encourage you to be the Best.If you fall I will be there to help you up because thats just who I am a giver not a taker......The best part of me is my SOUL......... "Sometimes the best way to figure out who you are is to get to a place where you can't be anything else." The strange & unknown facinate me. I enjoy & appreciate every moment of happiness & melancholia (yes--melancholia) I experience. Emotion makes us grow & makes us who we are. I am eclectic yet open minded. Carefree yet wise. A paradox. A hypersensitive. Yin-yang. I am love, I am indifference. I feel sexy, I feel rough. I have talked with mystics and with prophets. I have been thought of as a Wise man and at times as a Muse. I have worn more masks than I remember. I have been a face without a Name. I have played life by the rules and curiously enough, I found my identity by breaking them. I walked alone seeking answers and created art by being true to myself. To conform is to give up your spirit. I chased dreams and regretted nothing...in wrong, I discover truth. Logic can never replace creation. Creation can replace monotony. To construct unique images, paintings, writings while chasing the Muse is to add beauty and individuality in this world we exist in. God knows we need it. Destiny is a powerful force & I can't wait to taste it....there is much more to me than meets the eye & now you will have to learn more about me in your own ways ;0)
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