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Where the F*&# Is Mary ??

Oh how i despise this race...........

About Me

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as certain dark things are loved, secretly, between the shadow and the soul.I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries hidden within itself the light of those flowers, and thanks to your love, darkly in my body lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of lovingbut this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close...
Nine Inch Nails - Perfect Drug
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My Interests


I'd like to meet:

Stephen Colbert so I can thank him for his BRUTAL HONESTY.... Skinny Puppy's Smothered Hope
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Music:

My Dying Bride, NIN, Bjork, Isis, Godflesh, Bolt Thrower, Evanescence, Jorane, Rasputina, The Dresden Dolls, Skinny Puppy, The Cranberries, Tori Amos, In This Moment, The Missing, Kittie.......

Movies:

The Notebook , Interview with a Vampire, Girl Interrupted, Gia, good horror.....

Television:

The Colbert Report, John Stewart, COPS Dog The Bounty Hunter, Lifetime, ER, South Park, Drawn Together, Adult Swim, History Channel, Military Channel, PINKS, Overhaulin', Mythbusters, Six Feet Under

Books:

Anne Rice before she became a bible thumper, Sylvia Plath, Elizabeth Wurtzel, Dan Brown
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Heroes:

My Parents, My kids, and George for saving me from myself ....

My Blog

Is it spring??

I never would have guessed with the FROST ALL OVER MY CAR! eh, what can u do..short and sweet, life is the best its ever been ! i have love and family and consider myself the luckiest ....i come home ...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Thu, 01 May 2008 07:38:00 PST

Officer GFZ III

I watched the color guard come out and hold the flags in sync and my heart started pounding...my baby has busted his ass and succeeded. The tears misted up my eyes and as I watched him grab his diplom...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 07:36:00 PST

Finally

I have a minute but just that .....ok, so my job is for shit so i am looking for another one that pays more..they lied their way into taking advantage of me and are not paying me nearly as much as the...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:30:00 PST

Hunter

If travel is searching And home has been found I'm not stopping I'm going hunting I'm the hunter I'll bring back the goods But I don't know when I thought I could organize freedom How Scandinav...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 12:14:00 PST

The Move.....

I am getting excited, nervous, scared, but I can't wait to be in MY own place. I know that this is the right decision, and no matter how scary I know that I am strong enough to make it. My parents hav...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 06:38:00 PST

Thoughts

I seem to have lost myself while being here. Making stupid decisions and burning bridges is not what I wanted to happen. I can't take any of it back, all I can do is try harder and make it better. I q...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 09:22:00 PST

My Skin

Take a look at my body Look at my hands There's so much here That I don't understand Your face saving promises Whispered like prayers I don't need them I don't need them I've been treated so wrong...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 09:13:00 PST

I’m A Big Girl Now!

The smell of your skin lingers on me nowYou're probably on your flight back to your home townI need some shelter of my own protection babyTo be with myself and Center, ClarityPeace, Serenity[CHORUS:]I...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 07:08:00 PST

The Great Destroyer

Say your name. Try to speak as clearly as you can. You know everything gets written down. Nod your head. Just in case they could be watching. With their shiny satellite. I hope they cannot see. The l...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 04:52:00 PST

I am Obsessed......ThirtySecondsToMars

Lie awake in bed at night And think about your life Do you want to be different? (Different...) Try to let go of the truth The battles of your youth 'Cause this is just a game It's a beautiful lie It...
Posted by Where the F*&# Is Mary ?? on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 11:27:00 PST