Dear Megan,(Not so dead..) <3

Basketball.. Waitressing.. Soccer.. the occasionial stripping.. flashing.. dancing naked in the rain.. and making bored ppl read stupid crap!... also i like finding totally awesome quotes like: People ask me why it's so hard to trust people, and i ask why its so hard to keep a promise.. You get screwed by guys all the time, wy not at least get SOME enjoyment from it. Im the girl next door till you piss me off... then im the BITCH down the street EFF love.. cause in the end.. you just get f*ck*ed Love is giving someone the abilty to break your heart but trusting them not to. The truth is everyone is going to hurt you in the end you just have to decide who's worthh the pain. Life isnt like boy meets world you dont always find the person your gunna marry in middle school. I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life. - Unknown AuthorIm tired of this game where you make me think you have feelings for me then you go out with me play me break my heart then start the whole game all over againLife isn't Burger King; you can't always have it your way.Shes my best friend break her heart & I'll break your faceGod said that a mans greatest gift is his wife?...well God could you give my guy a map.. i think he's lost.It's those moments when you drive around in a car full of friends around a town too small for you. Where you gasp for breath between each laughall you have to do in life is go out with your friends, party hard, & look twice as good as the bitch standing next to you -paris hiltonjust because her eyes don't tear d o e s n ' t , mean her heart ; ; doesn't cry . & just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing w r o n g * ' x3sometimes I wish you'd pay more attention to my favorite songs because the lyrics they sing are the words i'm too scared to saybest friends are the ones that can spend 24 hours together and still yell at their parents about not seeing eachother enoughrun in the rain to get wet call a friend just 'cause you care smile just 'cause you can & laugh just to make people stare.i guess im gonna have to hurt. i guess im gonna have to cry. & let go of some things..i've loved;; to get to the other side. i guess its gonna break me down. like falling when you try to fly..*********** they say that sometimes moving on with the rest of your life.. starts with goodbye.It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someonesometimes when you like someone enough, you cant really put into words how you feel. you just kind of look at them and, well..you just know