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i keep bumping into walls

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About Me

my grandfather's name was moon because his eyes were bright and round and no amount of time or liquor could dull them. my grandmother's name was joy because it spilled out of her heart and bathed her precious children in its warmth and there was happiness in life beyond the sorrow and the pain. but how they ever found it i cannot explain. i guess time has a way of making everything alright. it's just there is not enough of it and so we drink and we sing and we celebrate this lie and hope that it will last. morning is here night has passed. my grandfather was a doctor he cured the sick with his kind hands and he taught me how to sail and how to find dry land. my grandmother was all sweetness and when she spoke we all heard bells and they rang in such a way that we were comforted and they held on to each other with all the strength they had. and they loved with devotion beyond what i understand but i guess fear has a way of making sleep unbearable and the days seem cold and long but we'll cry and we dance and we stumble into love in awkward perfect grace. the moon is gone and the sun has took its place.[JACK DANIELS IS MY BEST FRIEND IN A BOTTLE]
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My Interests

I ENJOY LISTENING TO BRIGHT EYES ALL DAY LONG. I ALSO ENJOY PAINTING AND GOING TO SHOWS AND BARS. I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS..ALL OF THEM....EVEN IF WE JUST STAY OUTSIDE DOING NOTHING....I ENJOY A GOOD WALK WHEN THE WEATHER IS COLD ENOUGH FOR ME TO WEAR A SWEATER AND IF THERES A HAND TO HOLD ITS EVEN BETTER...I FEEL LIKE I HAVE FINALLY MADE IT TO A CLEAN GETAWAY....I DON'T KNOW IF THATS GOOD OR BAD YET...I LOOK FORWARD TO A GOOD CRY ABOUT ONCE A MONTH IF I'M LUCKY......IN SPITE OF THE BAD THINGS IN MY LIFE I CAN SAY THAT I LOVE IT AND I FINALLY FEEL GOOD....THE GOOD LIFE REVOLUTION

I'd like to meet:

I WOULD LOVE TO MEET JOHNNY DEPP BECAUSE EVER SINCE I WAS LITTLE IVE WANTED TO BE HIM........BUT REALLY I LOVE MEETING DIFFERENT PEOPLE OF ALL KINDS.

Music:

i love listening to Allison, ALBATROSS THE MUSICAL, Head Automatica, Glassjaw, AKON, My chemical romance, BRIGHT EYES, stereophonics, the feeling, mazzy star, broken social scene, Desaparecidos, buffalo guns, alanis morissette, THE DRESDEN DOLLS, Tupac, hole, James Brown :), Bone thugs n harmony, the used, hedwig, the strokes, frou frou, zero 7, nine inch nails, REIK, from first to last, team sleep, maria taylor, oasis, INCUBUS, matchbook romance, KEN-Y, matchbox 20, finger eleven, 311, the white stripes, the stills, coldplay, tegan and sara, la ley, enanitos verdes, mana, yahir, reyli, los hombres G, gloria trevi, los heroes invisibles, jaguares, caifanes, el tri, juan gabriel, CAMILA, rocio durcal, alvaro torres, ana gabriel, alejandro fernandez, Martha Sanchez, monica naranjo, john secada, Thalia, paulina rubio, Alejandra Guzman!, LA 5ta ESTACION, timbiriche, BEBE, the kills, ricardo arjona, ricky martin, edith gonzales, CHAVELA VARGAS, chayanne, jenny rivera, los tigres del norte, vicente fernandez, enrique iglesias, andrea bocceli, edith piaf, ricardo montaner, banda el limon, jose alfredo jimenez, LA OREJA DE VAN GOGH, shakira (most of her old stuff), alejandro fernandez, JENNIFER LOPEZ, laura pausini, nek, luis fonsi, ROSARIO FLORES, laura flores, pepe aguilar, juan luis guerra, marc anthony, I LOVE LISTENING TO DEREK'S MUSIC :) and so many many many more that i am unable to name right now.

Movies:

i hate movies that have no point and i love movies that are about mystery and real things but some fictional movies are ok. sonny , Down to You, dying young, THUMBSUCKER is just fucking amazing!, Sin City is awsome, the heart is deceitful above all things, you drive me crazy, rumor has it..., half nelson, WINTER PASSING, two weeks notice, just friends, my big fat greek wedding, lady vengeance, i LOVE white oleander, the family man, DUMMY, garden state, i ADORE my summer of love, rainman, finding nemo, BLACK SNAKE MOAN, mission impossible rocks, ferris buller's day off, HEDWIG is so different from other movies but it is just awsome, Daltry Calhoun, knocked up, the breakfast club, Prozac Nation, pretty in pink, sixteen candles, SUPERBAD, face/off, the rock, the boy in the plastic bubble, bubble boy, donnie darko, the day after tomorrow, peggy sue got married, lovely and amazing, Like anything else, leaving las vegas, CLOSER, the good girl, say anything, better off dead, what about bob?, orange county, the life aquatic, zodiac, little budha, zoolander, THE LAST KISS, nacho libre, moonstruck, A walk in the clouds, along came poly, flirting with disaster, Proof (i love that movie), zoolander, con air, meet the parents, Frida, it could happen to you, meet the fockers, don't say a word,ANYWHERE BUT HERE, the bone collector, Head in the clouds, girl interrupted, city of angels, i love Wicker Park..specially the ending...its my idea of true love, gia, desperado, once upon a time in mexico, THE GENERAL'S DAUGHTER, edward scissor hands, snake eyes, whats eating gilbert grape, HEAD IN THE CLOUDS,trapped, You and Me and Everyone We Know :), man on fire, WHERE THE HEART IS, x men, x men united, matchstick men, spider man 1&2, daredevil, THE PROFESSIONAL, and i like hide and seek that movie was freaking hype i also like foreign movies like Babbette's feast, maria full of grace, amores perros, y tu mama tambien, DOT THE i, el segundo aire, la mujer de mi hermano and el callejon de las mariposas night watch, day watch, and many many many more that i cant name right now. I also like short films like Death to the tinman, Little Black Dress, and Raving.

Television:

THE L WORD....ITS WAY COOL...i NEVER miss it, SMALLVILLE, THE SIMPSONS, SIX FEET UNDER, WEEDS is just so fucking amazing i love it! THE OFFICE ha ha, SCRUBS is just so damn cool i love it!

Books:

BRAVE NEW WORLD IS WAY COOL(MY FAVORITE)...THE FIVE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN HEAVEN, VAMPIRES: THE OCCULT TRUTH, THE LITTLE FRIEND, EL ZAHIR, PABLO NERUDA, EMILY DICKINSON AND A COUPLE MORE.

Heroes:

Manu Sharma is one of my heroes because he is making the world a better place little by little. Chucky Lucky "AKA" jose sanchez is my hero too cus he saved my life literally ha! DEREK GRAN IS MY HERO TOO BECAUSE HE IS JUST AMAZING LIKE THAT.

My Blog

cheers cheers

The story is in the soil Loose leaves cover the ground There are volumes in the forest no one reads out loud If I could take them down off of that mountain shelf...we used to climb but no one tries t...
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 03:05:00 PST

dont forget that

I learned to walk as a baby and I haven't had a lesson since.
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 03:01:00 PST

yeee

even though the right side of my face hurts very much and i feel like smashing it with a hammer i can say that i had a pretty good day and i feel good in the inside :)  i just wish that the codei...
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 12:20:00 PST

i know everything that was said....

Bones, sinking like stones,All that we fought for,Homes, places we've grown,All of us are done for.And we live in a beautiful world,Yeah we do, yeah we do,We live in a beautiful world,Bones, sinking l...
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 09:19:00 PST

<3

Wish enough, wise man'll tell you a lie Window broke, torn up screens Who'd have thought that you'd dream Of a single tragic scene I just wanna sing a song with you I just want to take it off of you...
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 08:23:00 PST

shared tears

sometimes,i get sad,and theni have tearson my face.they rollout of my eyes,down onto my cheeks,and off of my chin.sometimes,my mommytakes one of my tearson her finger,and kisses it,and puts it onto he...
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 10:01:00 PST

i hope u can read this from heaven

i just want you to know that you have always been one of the best peoplei have ever metalways so happy and nice and funnythanks for all of the wonderful momentsyou are no longer among us but we will n...
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 03:40:00 PST

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It seems to me the problems you worry yourself sick about never seem to materialize. It's the ones that catch you unexpectedly on a Wednesday afternoon that knock you sideways.soI myself subscribe mor...
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 02:56:00 PST

........

so at this very moment im sitting down looking outside the window and starring at the cold weather eating raspberry sorbet and i feel pretty damn good........
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 04:00:00 PST

Good for you

That she cares much more about you than me: Good for you.   That her touch gives you more love: Good for you.   If you think that for these reasons I am full of jealousyYou are wrong sweethe...
Posted by i keep bumping into walls on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 02:15:00 PST