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V1V

the cake is a lie

About Me

Hi, I'm a human being.Me in a nutshell: Thoughtful, weird, geeky, cute, sarcastic, usually alone, a little brain-damaged, and occasionally morose.

My Interests

Hermit activities, A.A., cynical dorks, intellectual fucks, dance dance revolution, in the groove, nerds, geeks, media, PC gaming, gaming in general, gamers, WORLD OF WARCRAFT, for the horde!, hunters, priests, mages, religious studies, english, italiano, observation, honey, fish, baby food, health, runway fashion, high fashion, exercise, fasting, measurements, waist training, counting, mocking you, perspective changes, yoga, medical stuff, creative endeavors, caroline trentini, vlada roslyakova, lily cole, models, greenery, sobriety, dissociation, nature, foliage, sexy wilderness, the ocean, addiction psychology, objectivism, the rage for order, curiosity, stoning, ego, superiority, memories, verbiage, my own cyber-victorian creations, hairpieces, lolita, cosplay, role play, costuming, and pwnage.

I'd like to meet:

Genuine, moderately to extremely intelligent and/or geeky people who embrace a little weirdness in themselves and others. Individuals who are empathetic without being pushovers, and know what the best things in life truly consist of.

Music:

Experimental electronica, techno, hip hop, jpop, noise, ambient, drumnbass, jungle, ragga, rap, breaks, disco, 60's rock, tribal, classical, and instrumental. Live = godly. specifics: wumpscut, autechere, bad company, boards of canada, dj clockwork, dj hive, dj fresh, dj craze, photek, dj qbert, prodigy, erik satie, massive attack, lovage, the beatles, amon tobin, aphex twin (of course), squarepusher, u.n.k.l.e., jayvon, tool, venetian snares, infiltrata, clint mansell, goldie, the faint, leather strip, total science, R.A.W., mc chris, teebee, lady sovereign, jel, gridlok, dillinja, bankrupt posse, klute, john b, the sleepy jackson, teargas & plateglass, blockhead, sage francis, wu-tang clan

Movies:

Movies you enjoy do not equate to personality... this being said: Storytelling: Fiction/Nonfiction, The Boondock Saints, Leon The Professional, Brazil, The Little Mermaid, The Princess Bride, Munich, The House of Yes, Suburbia, Bum Fights 2, AirPlane!, Hated: g.g. allin and the murder junkies, Spirited Away, Serenity, City of God, Grizzly Man, Manos: Hands of Fate, The Killer Eye, Zardoz, The Secret, and Dj Qbert's Wave Twisters.

Television:

Firefly, The Simpsons, The Venture Brothers, The Sopranos, The Amazing Screw-On Head, and The Office (both versions). Generally, I'll only watch television series on DVD (since commercials are ass).

Books:

I'm pretty random in my book tastes. I'm always looking for good or new suggestions on what to read next. Mostly, I enjoy the likes of: AYN RAND, Lauren Slater, David Sedaris, Philip K. Dick, Hubert Selby Jr., Neal Stephenson, Tom Wolfe, Clive Barker, Francesca Lia Block, and George R.R. Martin. I happen to be a darkhorse/vertigo fiend as well... give me more graphic novels to devour!

Heroes:

Blizzard

My Blog

I...

...am not the center of the universe.This may seem like a pretty insignificant revelation to those of you unfamiliar and/or unafflicted with the disease of alcoholism.  But to me, and to many oth...
Posted by V1V on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:32:00 PST

fuck anonymity

"You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present."          -?
Posted by V1V on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 12:27:00 PST

feinting

Fall into a porcelain coma ...  irregular, but predictable head trauma.  Process disease drives and primary sickness connives, analytical rational running riot inside; a self-will horror sto...
Posted by V1V on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 10:18:00 PST

gratitude in homelessness

My sponser asked me to write a gratitude list while on the second floor of the delonis homeless shelter (on my second consecutive night in personal hell).  For those of you fortunate enough to no...
Posted by V1V on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 08:32:00 PST

"ignore"ance

what am I now?A blank slate, I don't know, who knows.  Viv she's cracked, she left a spacious chasm; a ripe venue to host festering, sickly, madness.  It creeps in.  Plane tickets to wr...
Posted by V1V on Tue, 29 May 2007 03:05:00 PST

grey or gray

my heart is weary...but, no matter what, I refuse to use.  this sorrow is temporary; my solice will be found in those who love me when I am too low to accomplish such a task on my own behalf.PICK...
Posted by V1V on Sat, 19 May 2007 04:56:00 PST

Fearless? (an anecdote)

Yesterday I was playing Dance Dance Revolution at Pinball Pete's and something amusing occured in an interaction with a fellow dance dancer: This guy was playing DDR on another machine near to me.&nbs...
Posted by V1V on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 02:27:00 PST

21

I am ok   b day in rehab
Posted by V1V on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 01:02:00 PST

I HATE math

I promised myself one tearbut instead I got threethe end of an equal (=) sign that finally defines me.
Posted by V1V on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 11:35:00 PST

The 1st Insignificance:

I ashamed to say that I take what I can get and simultaneously wait for something better. I desire so strongly. Your cake, my cake, the whole cake. But I don't even like cake. I'm not being drama...
Posted by V1V on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 10:17:00 PST