d e s i [disaster]â„¢

Hi.
i'm desi.
I'm a mess.
& i don't care what you think.
i make mistakes.
i say things that i don't mean.
and i mean things that i don't say.
it's all apart of this mixed up little world that we're all apart of.
i think too deep into things
or maybe everyone else just doesn't think enough.
you may talk about me.
good or bad.. doesn't make a difference either way.
it's sad no matter how you look at it.
if you're not happy with your own life that doesn't
give you the right to talk about mine.
you can go along with you're fake status and your fake friends
all you want...but at the end of the day at least
i know that i'm one thing that you'll never be...
and that's REAL.
if there's anything else you would like
to know about me...i would prefer you asking me in person.
kthnx <33
"imperfection is beauty. madness is genius. and its better to be absolutely ridiculous than to be absolutely boring. and when it comes down to it, i let them think what they want. if they care enough to bother with what i do, then i already know im better than them." -Marilyn Monroe