(NOT GOOD ENOUGH to be)Autumn's Prince

About Me

traped in a never ending dark hole of lifes never ending path of nothingness, and i know im a peice of fucking shit! i know i've heard it from everyone, I know im a stupid prick fucking dickhead. I hate it how people think they have it so bad, You know who you are, fucking complain about how bad your life is, well did you ever for one second think how fucking much it hurts the people or persons that love you, Its allways about you, I addmit it ok if you want me to ill pull out a gun and end my pethetic life right now, But i always think, would you even miss me when im gone? do you even care about me? or was i never ment to born? I WAS JUST A MISTAKE, I dont deserve to have a life, I was never ment to be, no matter how hard i try its never good enough for anyone, so fuck you if you think that ill take abuse any more. Ill stand my ground this time around,

My Interests

I love music. i have been in choir since i was in 1st grade. I also can play alot of intruments, like the guitar,drums,bass,piano,violin, and some other instruments. I am the lead singer and back up guitarist of a band, i love beeing able to get all of my feelings out by playing the guitar and singing.

I'd like to meet:

Escape The Fate
Dying Is Your Latest Fashion CD
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Music:

From first to last,escape the fate,a beautiful tragedy My chamical romance, Undroath, Senses fail, a day to remember,Alesana, i am ghost, chiodos, afi, Saosin, Aiden, Elysia,The used, escape the fayte "Hardcore", Death Metal,fear before the march of flames, ext. Lots lots more bands that i like but cant think of them right nowFrom First To Last-The Latest Plague

Add to My Profile | More VideosAlesana - Congratulation, I Hate You

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The Used - Box Full of sharp objects

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Movies:

I have a wide selection of movies. I realy like thriller movies and horror. but all in all i like a wide selection of movies. One of my favorites is "Reiquim for a dream" and Donnie Darko phantom of the opera

Television:

music videosUnderoath-In Regards To Myself

Add to My Profile | More VideosHelena- My Chemical Romance

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Books:

I dont really read books alot but i love Less than zero and fight club

Heroes:

Sonny Moore. .. ..

My Blog

Not enough time for a proper Goodbye

Hey everyone, Today's my last day. I'm leaving for job corps. at 1:30. I just want everyone to know that i won't be able to talk to anyone for about 2-3 weeks or more. I can send letters though so if ...
Posted by (NOT GOOD ENOUGH to be)Autumn's Prince on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:56:00 PST

Envy

I HATE EVERYTHING i feel so used.
Posted by (NOT GOOD ENOUGH to be)Autumn's Prince on Mon, 14 May 2007 06:48:00 PST

Early mourning (to: Autumn)

Last night i forgot how the sound of your voice whispered sweet goodbyes your eyes left to die....and im alone to understand why, why not one more night? one last kiss goodbye my sweet love, tonight i...
Posted by (NOT GOOD ENOUGH to be)Autumn's Prince on Sat, 12 May 2007 09:15:00 PST

my flesh feeds the spiders in my bed

if anyone would bother to read this i wouldnt write it, but i guess we all have to get feelings out some time, we cant keep them inside forever. there bound to come out sooner or later. I'm in love an...
Posted by (NOT GOOD ENOUGH to be)Autumn's Prince on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 01:10:00 PST

Well im finally back

Well im finally back and i dont even want to be here. Yah i got to see my friends and all but i also saw some people that i hated with a pasion. God would i have love to brake some peoples faces in an...
Posted by (NOT GOOD ENOUGH to be)Autumn's Prince on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 10:46:00 PST

Love

The love of my life is so perfect.I love her so much that words could never explain. She deserves the hole world because she is such a special person. I want to give her the hole world. I love he...
Posted by (NOT GOOD ENOUGH to be)Autumn's Prince on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 12:02:00 PST