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You can hate me, you can love me, bottom line is you're still thinking of me...hmmm lets see:I'm a walking contradiction. A walking contradiction mind you, not a hypocrite. I am an asshole, but I always find myself in the role of the good guy. I am the extreme anti hero. I was never a good student, but still managed to get the grades. I'm lazy, but I have worked for everything I have. Laid back but can take charge when the need arises. Hopeless romantic, but the biggest flirt you'll ever meet. Scenes keep changing. I go through changes like the weather. Friends, money, lovers, they come and go, so what you really have to be familiar with, what you really have to know is yourself. That's all you have in the end. I dance, I sing, I like to go out the the clubs. I like to shop, I love the movies, Thai Food is my favorite. I write lyrics, (aspiring rapper here, move over 50!) I go to church, but am not overly religious. I'm a very articulate speaker and never at a loss for words. Some people say I'm smooth like that, but I just think I have a big mouth. I am the crazy one in the group, the violent one, I am also the one others come to for guidance, I'm a strategist, a planner. On the other hand I'm a man of action, and many times I act on instinct. Always hopeful, always optimistic, but somehow I find a way to be cynical at the same time. Maybe it's a cynicist who really at heart is only masquerading and in reality is an optimist? I don't like waiting around for things to happen, or moping around feeling sorry for myself. I don't take orders well, but I do show respect for authority. I'm a family guy, but at the same time a loner. I can have fun on the strip or at home reading a book and watching tv. Pretty much I'm down for whatever whenever. I can also be your best friend or worst enemy..... those who know me know me for my assets as well as my faults, but those who know me well, know that i am always there when the need arises, i will never back down, and i am relentless in offering care and support. those who have the misunderstanding that i'm somewhat of a vain playboy prettyboy please, the attention is flattering, but isn't it time you get back to your own lives? i appreciate the thoughts and concern, but you're wasting your time ladies and gentlemen of the jury, it'll take more than rumors, lies, jealousy, and your own twisted sadistic intent to bring this one down. i love life, appreciate it and all the things that make it up (to quote a friend the "simple things") and hate to waste time on petty insecurities of others that bring them down to the level of gossip and mud slinging. i'm a poli sci major and you don't see me running anti somebody campaigns. maybe the parties in question should have been politicians? well basically that's me in a nutshell........ so what about you?..