[uh-mee-ruh] ♥

I'd like to meet:

i've always wanted to find the perfect guy for mee
i've set so many standards as to what i think is perfect
& b'cuz of that...
i've let sooooo many good things go
buhh... i've come to realize that what we always percieve as perfection may not always be what we're looking for...

as for mee...
i've always wanted a guy whoo'sz gonna laff & play around with mee...[en not treat mee ene differently jus 'cuz i'm a gurl]...fight with mee over the dumbest things en still be the one to apologize even tho it was entirely mii fault...a guy that will make love to mee...and hold mee tightly in his arms afterwards...and one that i know i'll always be safe with and that no harm can come my way...a guy that will hold my hand through all of lyfe's upturning storms...a guy whoo i can trust with mii deepest and darkest secrets...a guy that i'm not afraid to be mii self around....someone that understands everything that i go thru in lyfe & is still there for mee each & every step of the way...a guy that accepts mee for whoo I am...and doesn't want to change mee..a guy that can make my ♥ melt with his smile...and completely take my breath away with a single kiss...someone that can make my whole body tingle with every touch...a guy whoo kan jus' take away all mii troubles when i look into his eyes

and after allll this time...
i think i finally met him ♥

Troy Antonio Skyles Jr.

Heroes:

GOD
Rest In Peace Jeff
i love & miss youu so much
as we grew up, we hardly talked or hung out
[except when we saw each other at family parties]
but you were never too buzy to send mee a lil message to say hello & see how i was doing
out of all the cousins youu were the wun that i really talked to the most
you`d greet mee on my birthday & on christmas & stuff
en now it`s hard to accept the fact that your gone
youu were the best cousin ever
ever since youu left,
a single day hasn`t gone by where i haven`t cried so hard because i miss youu so much
i regret not being able to come to our family christmas party `cuz that was the last time i probably would have seen youu
i know that your smiling down at us from heaven right now standing next to God
and i know that youu wouldn`t want to see us sad
youu always brought a smile to our faces and left a comfort in our hearts
and i know that nomatter what happens,
i`ll always cherish the memories that we had when we were little & as we were growing up
take care always jeffy
& one day i know we`ll see each other again
i loveee youu! ♥