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About Me

My name is Kris (not Chris or Christopher). I've just passed and completed my two year Performing Arts course. I'm now currently doing a three year drama course and professional & creative writing course at St. Mary's University in Twickenham, I do miss my family and friends but luckily I've been able to see them more often than I anticipate!. I've pretty much mapped out my whole life ten years from now; after University, I plan to get decent work where I hope to earn some very good money and enjoy the work I will be fully qualified for. From then on, I wish to get a nice place in either Devon or Cornwall by the sea with my girlfriend, where I can live pretty much in tranquility; despite Essex always being home in my heart, I don't wish to stay there forever; looking forwards is all I have left now...and no, I don't have a fall-back plan coz if you have a full-back plan, you WILL fall back. It's all or nothing as far as I'm concerned, but I'm more than determinted to make this happen for myself, no matter what pessimistic tosser tries to tell me otherwise.
As for me in general, I like to think that I'm a fantastic listener. People look up to me because I've had my fair share of experiences in the past, which I suppose allows me to understand what most of us are going through. But at the same time, I'm not afraid to ask those around me for help if I feel I need it, coz I speak for most people when I say that even the best fall down sometimes (Collide - Howie Day). At the end of the day, the only way we're going to get through our present sufferings is by pulling each other towards the future. And no one knows what kind of emotion the future will entail, but that depends entirely on the story we have written for ourselves. Just remember, we are the hero in our own story; so make the hero humourous, intelligent, headstrong, decisive and most important of all...you achieve what you set out to do from chapter 1.
I also like to think I'm a fun guy to be around. I can be VERY weird sometimes! But hey, our character is what we do when we think no one else is looking. And I've pretty much learned not to give a crap about what people think of me. They can love me or move to another country lol. I love my friends AND family. Both equally have been there for me in the past. But regarding my friends, it's a shame I don't see much of most of them, due to all of us being busy with our own ends, but I never hold it against them; coz when I do see my mates, I always treaure the time as if its the first time in years we've met up again, which always guarantuees a great time!
I'm currently in a relationship at the moment, her name is Courtney and we've been together since May 29th 2007. She is without a doubt the best thing thats ever happened to me. She's a girl who is always smiling and has so much to offer in her personality. She makes me laugh, even when I don't feel like laughing and she is always there for me when I need her. I've never known anyone like her and now I've met her, I don't want anyone else but her. I love you bubby, and I hope we go far! xxxxx
Well that pretty much sums up my life so far! And I know I said before there would be a blog a day to update my current on-goings at uni, but work has made that impossible! So I'll try update the best I can so keep checking them regularly in case you see a new one!
Take care everybody =) x
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Eddie Izzard, Lee Evans, Johnny Depp, Lucy Pinder & Michelle Marsh (at the same time =P), Ian Mckellen, Christopher Lee

QUOTES THAT I STAND BY: (updated regularly)

A word of encouragement during a failure is worth more than an hour of praise after success

When your work speaks for itself, don't interupt

God gave us memories so that we could have roses in December

You dont need a reason to help people

You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses

The hardest part about losing love is finding your way back

Never leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love

Nothing worth having in life comes easy

Obsessed is a word used by the lazy to describe the dedicated

Those who are hardest to love are usually the ones who need it the most

Experience is a hard teacher; she gives us the test first and the lesson afterwards

Sometimes you need to laugh...even when something isn't funny

*Dreams are perceived as seemingly impossible oceans by most. Very few see the opaque stepping stones to reality

*If you admit the impossible, you submit your defeat

Without disappointment, you cant appreciate victory

*It's a nice feeling to know someone you can go to for help. But to know that you are someone that people will go to for help, is nicer still

Optimism means expecting the best, but confidence means knowing how to handle the worst

It is never too late to become what we might have been

*I'd rather the statement of my life was labelled 'oh well' than 'what if'

A problem is just an opportunity in disguise

*Hope is looking up at the Winter sky and waiting for the sun to save us from the cold

One's dignity may be assaulted, vandalized and cruelly mocked, but cannot be taken away unless it is surrendered

*Irony challenges that the thing you hate so much, is the very same thing you miss when it's gone

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say

It may take only a minute to like someone, only an hour to have a crush on someone and only a day to love someone; but it will take a lifetime to forget someone

Until you make peace with who you are, you'll never be content with what you have

*There is nothing in life so endearing than living it for somebody else

There are none so hopelessly enslaved as those who falsely believe they are free

*Striking when the iron is hot is a good method of progression. But making it hot by striking saves you the trouble of waiting

Anyone can hold the helm when the sea is calm

To refuse awards is another way of accepting them with more noise than normal

Sometimes the best way to take a long, hard look at yourself is through someone elses eyes

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didnt

Realize deeply that the present moment is all you ever have

A sailor without a destination cannot hope for a favorable wind

Dont ever take a fence down until you know the reason it was put up

*Dont let love slip through your fingers just because your pride is too proud to reach out for it

People that have the ability to take action inherit the responsibility to act

*Those who think too much about their surroundings are forever slaves to public perception

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly

Lovers dont finally meet somewhere. They're part of each other all along

Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery

Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm

*Telling one lie means having to tell a hundred more

True love never has a happy ending. True love never ends

*Love is the glue that binds our heart and soul as one

Time spent wishing is time wasted

*Loneliness is the second biggest dread any human can experience. The first is love

You may only be one person to the world, but you may also be the world to one person

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

*At times we must bend a little in order to keep on the straight and narrow

The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly

Hard work breaks no bones

People with vulnerable hearts should kiss but not love, listen but not believe and leave before they are left

To all virgins; Thanks for nothing!!

There's no such thing as the wrong person...you just need to work at it

Winners don't quit. Quitters don't win

If you don't know where you're going, you'll end up somewhere else

* = my personal quotes



My Blog

His Story

Sometimes you know its going to be a crappy day from the minute you wake up today, today however was not one of those days....after months of sleepless nights, constant phonecalls and mind numbing jar...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:02:00 GMT

My Spare Change

Today has been pro-active. My lessons went well and I've been pretty much up on my feet since. I have 93p. Yes folks; 93p. You obviously understand that this is not good news, which probably moti...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:18:00 GMT

My Day Off

You know a day is gonna start out crappy when you waltz out of bed at around 1pm. And today was no exception. It was my day off, and I didn't have time to laze around; I had a job to find! I submitted...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 09:58:00 GMT

My Things To Do

Paul instigated a 'small talk' conversation on Saturday. He said that we should get together near the end of the year and tick off all the things written in our annual 'things to do' list. After havin...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:40:00 GMT

My Occam's Razor

Optimisn is a dangerous tool; it can get you into a positive motivation for an upcoming event, or it can leave you disappointed when you get there and find out that everything you imagined can only go...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 07:36:00 GMT

My Pick-Me-Up

No particular story involved here, but I wrote this song purely to help me take a step back to realise that despite the sudden changes I've undertaken since being here, the way forward is the only way...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 18:30:00 GMT

My Classmates

Today was always going to be the day I look forward to; the day I finally meet my fellow students. After a week and a half of not being able to chat to anyone properly about the reason me being here, ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 09:10:00 GMT

My Resolve

Change is inevitable. Unfortunately it's also a fundamental part of life. Uni is a little easier now I've had a week to settle in and get to know a handful of people in my dorms. And in other good ne...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 13:42:00 GMT

My Second First Day

Well here I am. Now I'm here, everything is starting to feel a lot more real. I couldn't sleep last night because if I were honest, I knew that I wasn't going to wake up on my bed at home. I've now c...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 18:12:00 GMT

London Invite List

A list of people currently going to West India Quay on 1st September:MoiGBig GShamusKeeble*Richard*LollyBilliamDookie*Madeleine*Stuart* uncertaintiesIf your name isn't on the list and you're inte...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 08:55:00 GMT