running over the same old ground |
i deleted a few blogs i deemed unnecessary information.
i'm listening to my profile song as i type this
and i only have one thing on my mind.
i'm a fucking liar.i never say "fine"unless i'm upset...
Posted by sab on Sat, 12 May 2007 10:42:00 PST |
paper mache and saying what goes through my mind |
well, it's a start.
here's a little hint. If i joke around about it a lot, it probably upsets me. Teasing is the only way I can express my anxieties. If that makes any sense.
Example. if i joke aroun...
Posted by sab on Mon, 07 May 2007 09:12:00 PST |
have my eyes grown dull? |
no, i don't want to go to the movies.or the mall.video games? no thanks.
i want to go to the park.i want to swing.i want to go to the museum.i want to think.
i need change.
new environment.new friends...
Posted by sab on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 01:43:00 PST |
hey, you're shaking |
my hair is falling out by the handful my parents blame it on pressure at schooli go through bottles of asprin for my headachesand my parents curse the passing winds
it seems like every othe...
Posted by sab on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 12:48:00 PST |
she puts her hands on his face |
and tells himget outget out
just leave she pleadshe cant believewhat hes done
I spent 3rd & 4th period in the park& watched a squirrel steal a pack of candy from our picnic tables.I bought "Id...
Posted by sab on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 07:04:00 PST |
existentialism..on prom night? |
with my sister by my side, i stood in front of a wall length mirrorlooked at my reflectionand said"yeah, this is it."
eight hours latermy stomach is in knots
and i'm wondering if i made a mistake...
Posted by sab on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:21:00 PST |
is "putten" even a word?? |
what the hell is wrong with me?!
ah.
lame.
inventing my own words..and whatnot.
headache.tired.
sad.
=(
Posted by sab on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 04:15:00 PST |
push me |
and then just touch metill i can get mysatisfaction.satisfaction..satisfaction..satisfaction..sat
isfaction
satisfaction...
...
AH, damnit. that song is going to be stuck in my head. all day.
anyway.
...
Posted by sab on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 03:13:00 PST |
i hate when bands |
have those ridiculously long bios that sound like some 50 year old ex rolling stone writer wrote.
yanno
those
"deep out of the heart of [insert city here] ....amid struggles and despite [insert a...
Posted by sab on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 01:25:00 PST |
i'm a pessimist with high expectations |
so basically, all that means is...i constantly set myself up for disappointment.today was a day filled with mixed emotions.but i won't be all typical, rant about my day in sequential order, type of ki...
Posted by sab on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:27:00 PST |
