Just a phase

I'd like to meet:

A female with a honest heart a hint or sarcasm and good with children. I already found one that treats me like crap and shits all over me. I did't like that one I'm looking for the opposite of that. I would name some famous people but i don't need to be let down by expecting a good or positive output from any of them. Well maybe if allowed only one person philip anselmo the most awesome vocalist on the planet. I would like to meet all the bands in my friends list like the rest of pantera; hopefully i will see darrel in the afterlife (May God bless the family of Darrell Abbot may he rest in peace he was a great loss for all of us we will miss him) hatebreed, kittie and all the others. But those would be the only opinions that I would value the rest can go F theirself xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx You are so perfect and I want to tell you but I won't risk losing what we have so I will stay in my hole as I watch the world devour my soul. My veins pulse with mixed thought and emotion ahhh fuck it weres the lotion. I feel like I am drowning in an ocean of time throw me a sign let down the rope so that I may climb xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

What GM muscle car are you?


1970 Chevelle SS
you have a big block Big power huals ass...need i say more?
Take The Quiz Now! Quizzes by myYearbook.comxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxIf I wanted to just fuck you I would treat you like shit. Why do I have to be an asshole to get your attention? Respect is over rated. Why should I respect you? When I respect you, you think I am tring to decieve you. Why do I respect you? I do value you as a person, as an equal. You don't want that. YOU want a challenge. You want someone you can change, but when I change you don't want me. I am trash. I am weak. I am misserable without you. You don't want me to say that. You want me to be that. I don't want to be your piece of clay. I am who I am because thats what I have to be. You can't mold me you can just break me. Happiness runs from me. Everytime I see a glimmer of light it is taken away. Why should I pursue you? Do you even want me to pursue you. I feel like giving up. But I can't give up. I just have to suck it up and take it. I wish I could believe you wanted me. The same way I want you but, is that even possible. I don't even know why I reach out and write this shit. I am divorsed and, it wasn't my choice. I have a beautiful daughter that I never get to see. My reason for life was taken from me. By a person that considers her a burden, something to hold her back. I have to eat that too. I get laughed at by law enforcement. My life is a joke. My life is a joke to everybody but me. I gotta get away from this depressing shit. I feel like I am on the rent a baby program and there are no babies available. I can't see the person I helped create. The only thing I can do is cease to care. Nothing is my choice. My life has been taken out of my hands. Are you even worth my time, my emotion, my pain, my love so you can just take what i value from me. I need you and you sense that. Is that why you toy with me and play your games. I will play along for awhile. I am easily defeated. I hate the drama and I am person that is sure of that. I don't need the baggage I have enough of my own. I am strong enough to handle both of our problems. I feel like such a crying little bitch a complainer. I hate that. That is why I need you so I can forget about me. You get me away from me. Away from me is where I want to be.