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every other year

About Me

It's kind of like when you look at yourself in the mirror and you say your name. And it gets to a point where none of it seems real. Well, sometimes, I can do that, but I don't need an hour in front of a mirror. It just happens very fast, and things start to slip away. And I just open my eyes, and I see nothing. And then I start to breathe really hard trying to see something, but I can't. It doesn't happen all the time, but when it does, it scares me.-perks of being a walflower

My Interests

and how he prays to find a man to blame for every sleepless night he spends and for every well that he warned me of but wound up falling in and then for the kids beneath the balcony who disregard the rain to make sure the king won't grant the dead man one more daylet's go out and see darling what shines tonight and temper your dream about the dying horse with traffic, noise, and light and somewhere the soft-handed boys, bleeding hearts, and worker bees give to the holy mother begging change Christ across her knees

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

everything decibully,page france, the faint, shiny toy guns, moros eros, the applseed cast, regina spektor, joanna newsom,mewithoutyou,elton john, the temptations, denison witmer, rosie thomas, muse, the chemical brothers, moby, fiona apple, sufjan stevens, coldplay, the decemberists, Radio head, explosions in the sky, Kanye West,cursive, gym class heros, rainer maria, lovedrug, tyler james, nickel creek, ccr, chicago, dead poetic,louis armstrong, over the rhine, iron and wine, minus the bear,frank sinatra,allison krauss, eric clapton ( thanks to allison), ben folds, damien rice, anathallo, , billie holiday,queen ,ray chares, Outkast, the starting line, relient k,natalie cole, ben kweller, pretty much any movie soundtrack, alison krauss, tyler james, eisley, as cities burn,alabama, motion city soudtrack, jimmy eat world,old school yellowcard, copeland,Yacht, MIA, the beatles,bill withers,elsinore, old hymns, the red paintings, the wreckers,daft punk, psalters, mates of state,bright eyes, the flaming lips, SIGUR ROS, and the 90's stuff like the walflowers, umm jet, jimmy, hendrix,hootie, you know. johnny cash,kansas, boy george,davied bowie, prince, queen., mae, the blow, kanye west,the living blue, the headlights,the yeah yeah yeahs, and bjork, feist,

Movies:

almost famous, peter pan, Amelie, Boondock saints, big fish, the science of sleep, nightmare before christmas, V for Vendetta, Garden State, Seven, American Beauty, Shawshank, Blow, Singing in the Rain, Motorcycle Diaries, The Little Rascals, Hook, little miss sunshine. Pairie Home Companion. pans labyrinth. the princess bride. simon birch donny darko.

Television:

arrested development. simpsons. (di and amanda) project runway. the wonder years jimmy neutron. the office. freaks and geeks

Books:

perks of being a walflower the fountainhead. a wrinkle in time. slaughter house rules. peter pan.

Heroes:

im hopeing for one

My Blog

coherent

you probably shouldn't read this but i will later. and i can't focus to use a pen right now.    i had my friend watch one of the most fucked up movies i've ever seen in my life. i didn't ca...
Posted by HayL E, on Wed, 23 May 2007 11:03:00 PST

vanillia chai on the rocks

a vanilla chai tea on the rocks with some coconut flavouring poured down my throat today, with hopes of it traveling down and coming across an connection to the world wide web.  No such luck.&nbs...
Posted by HayL E, on Tue, 15 May 2007 05:26:00 PST

a toast to

i could stand before you with your collected art and speak, but i have no words left to choose. i could have spit a thousand balls of fire, but i choose one. i could have left a mark, but your finger...
Posted by HayL E, on Tue, 08 May 2007 06:22:00 PST

pastminded.

I never want to be your consoled circumstance, do to the position in which you are, i dont seek it that way.?Free Spirit, that you are, but are not, your love you have also lies in a monthly check. Wr...
Posted by HayL E, on Fri, 04 May 2007 10:46:00 PST

*stigma

if you've come in contact with me these last two days. you may not know it but you should consider yourself privilaged, or maybe not. its been a year since i could honestly think back on a days worth ...
Posted by HayL E, on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 10:40:00 PST

Good morning indiana

its 2 o seven a.m and i haven't written in awhile so this will be word vomit ok?.. i didn't eat stupid food so i hope it doesn't smell as bad as it sounds. a chocolate bunny ear may peak its head out ...
Posted by HayL E, on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:26:00 PST

all soon pass

things around you start to blur as you walk down the sidwalk that youve come to be soul mates with, the ground beneath you seems to move you slowly without so much as a step taken. white doves have ta...
Posted by HayL E, on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 09:37:00 PST

just joy

she longs for the friends in kansas, the ones with the feet on the ground wanting to get to the ocean, but she stands on the gulf with her toes embeded to the sand with the cool water rushing up again...
Posted by HayL E, on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 09:15:00 PST

disney balloons.

i haven't been thinking about big things alot lately. the things that worry me. school. for awhile i was consumed with it. but everyone told me to just stop. so i did. and now i don't think i have the...
Posted by HayL E, on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 12:04:00 PST

oh a bunch

dreaming is a relflection of a mixed up realty, or to help induce a reality. for a long time i used it as an escape oooh man, this was wrong wrong. ive been listening to alot of people music and thing...
Posted by HayL E, on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 09:18:00 PST