Elldamar[Offline - see the blog]

About Me

Hmmm...I hate this part...guess it has to be constantly updated...dunno... 26 years old male from a shithole named Serbia ( tho' I'm not completly sure about the name ),soon I'l get my electronical engeneer degree,now wasting time as a journalist for Nocturne metal magazine...use to work for a 3 years for some abroad magazines and web zine-s...member of Legacy Promotion team...love to meet bands and spend a time with 'em...writing a lot( no,you'll not read my stories),have a lot of ideas and goals for life...love to travel a lot,I'm moving back into that most beautiful city ( Prague ) as soon as I can...uptill then,I have to satisfy with one - two weeks vacations around Europe...Hope I'll visit Scandinavia soon to meet my friends there...Love to spend a lot of time by myself thinking or writing something ... Don't trust ppl ... a very chosen few ... Love to meet new faces but hardly accept some honest friendships ... My life goal is to live my dreams so I DO ! ... Don't care what ppl say ... Yeah,right,I'm a kind of a strange person ... please yourself ...

We are just a moment in time... A blink of an eye... A dream for the blind... Visions from a dying brain... I hope you don't understand...Yes, I am falling... how much longer 'till I hit the ground?... I can't tell you why I'm breaking down... Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?... Have I really lost control?...Did I punish you for dreaming?... Did I break your heart and leave you crying?... Do you ever dream of escaping?... Don't you ever dream of escaping...In my dreams I can see you... I can tell you how I feel... In my dreams I can hold you... And it feels so real...No one can find me... Here in my soul... Kicking and screaming... Out of control...Maybe I always knew... My fragile dreams would be broken... for you...Life.. has betrayed me once again... I accept that some things will never change...I was searching through the heavens and somehow I slipped!...Beyond this beautiful horizon... Lies a dream for you and I... This tranquil scene is still unbroken by the rumors in the sky... But there's a storm closing in... Voices crying on the wind... This serenade is growing colder breaks my soul that tries to sing... And there's so many, many thoughts... When I try to go to sleep... But with you I start to feel a sort of temporary peace...

Do you believe in love? Do you believe in destiny? True love may come only once in a thousand lifetimes... I too have loved...they took her from me. I prayed for her soul....I prayed for her peaceWhen I close my eyes I see her face, it comforts me... When I close my eyes Memories cut like a knife...
She is everything... The sacred, the pure... The fix, the addiction... The vision, the cure... She rings down the years... Round the corners we turned... An ember still burns to this day... But now it's all fading away... She is everything...

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My Interests

GIRLS , music, writing, architecture, advertising, computers, fantasy, religion, myths, parties, travel, goth art, history, science , art , reading , sport , Nordic and Egypt mythology , languages , dreams ...

I'd like to meet:

!!!Martina Astner!!!
Well...most of them are six feet under the ground already... But...Stephen Hawking , Artur C.Clarke , Kai Hansen , Arjen Lukkasen,Anneke van giersbergen, B.Benedict , Floor Jansen , ...

Hate/Love

Hate: Lies, people, hypocrisy, money, politics, civilization, betrayal, fake friendships, celebrities, negative persons , turbo folk, gipsies, boasters , soap dramas, TV , sleep ...
Love: my Srcko , FAT GOTH FEMALES :) , Music , nordic mythology , languages , sister , spending times with friends, to read a lot , volleyball , to write , Prague , nature , snow , Scandinavia , Aurora Borealis , to travel , history , animals , wilderness , ...

Music:

Mostly metal and rock ... some EBM and Post Rock/Indie as well ... bands ... uhh ... I'm sure I'll forget some of them ... Kamelot , The Gathering, Amorphis, EverEve, Whitesnake , Nightwish, Eternal Tears of sorrow, Symphony X , Dream Theater, EverGrey , Kaipa, Ayreon, After Forever, Therion, Tristania, Stratovarius, Running Wild, Gamma Ray, Helloween, Kreator, Jorn, Beyond Twilight, Manticora, Silent scream of Godless elegy, Riverside,In Flames, Six degrees of separation, Anathema , Katatonia , Opeth, Zeromancer, Orphaned Land, Moonspell, Bloodbound, Blind Guardian, Charon, Negative, Reflexion, Rainbow, Diorama, Tristesse de la lune, Savatage , Circle II Circle, Entwine, Flowing Tears, The Sisters of Mercy, Aerosmith, Alas , Ambeon , Pain of Salvation , Athrocity , Moonspell , Quuensryche , Iced Earth , Blackmore's night , Porcupine tree , Tool , Marillion , Wind , Toto , Placebo , ...

Movies:

The Village, Legends of the fall, Event horizon, Unsaid, Dark half, DRACULA , Butterfly effect, Brave heart, Le pacte des loups, Romansanta, Memento , Eight below , ...

Television:

Don't watch too much TV... to be honest I barely watch it ... maybe some series like CSI, The X Files, The Simpsons, Star Trek , Lost etc ...

Books:

Soul thieves by B.Benedict Amber Chronicles by R.Zelazny Stand by Stephen King Beyond supernature by L.Watson SIDARTHA by Hese Stepenwolf by Hese Fragments by Heraclit ... also complete works od E.A.Poe, H.P.Lovecraft, Clive Barker, Shakespeare, Brooks, Tolkien, Den Braun...

Heroes:

Sidartha

My Blog

!!!My life dream!!!

FROM TODAY I'm 99% CLOSER TO MY GREATEST LIFE DREAM!!!5 YEARS OF SEARCHING FOR IT,5 YEARS OF HOPE AND DESPERATION,5 YEARS OF IMPOSSIBLE STRUGLE FOR THAT GOAL,5 YEARS OF NAMING ME INSANE,MAD AND IDIOTI...
Posted by Elldamar on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 05:24:00 PST

Katatonia gig @ Belgrade 17.12.2006.full report! Part II

Katatonia Finally&After a very short brake, they came on a stage&Lights are down&"Leaders come...Stand in line"&Right words for the right place and time&No matter how big flush was inside of...
Posted by Elldamar on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 01:12:00 PST

Katatonia gig @ Belgrade 17.12.2006.full report! Part I

Katatonia Live in SKC ( Belgrade ) 17.12.2006. I don't know if am I the right person for this gig review&Considering the fact, that Katatonia is one of my all time favorite bands, I'l...
Posted by Elldamar on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:27:00 PST

!!!Mass Extinction!!!

Today I'll do a mass wipe of so called "friends" on my list...the reason is following : it doesn't make any sense to me that someone ask me for add and that's where it ends...no comments,no mails,no c...
Posted by Elldamar on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 03:17:00 PST

FUCK OFF!

...If I seem superhuman I have been misunderstood...and that's it...I'm just a man...no matter how low my friendship norms are,I think I still deserve some respect...no more,nor less,just some...if I ...
Posted by Elldamar on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 02:43:00 PST

::Important:: For all the BANDS asking for add!

Before you asking for an add PLEASE READ THIS:1.Do NOT ask for an add if you aren't some metal/rock/gothic/indie/electro band!I don't need any of hip hop and other mutant shit!!!2.Do NOT bother me wit...
Posted by Elldamar on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 05:13:00 PST

Elanor...

...From pain she made a fortress,castle,labyrint...She hide there and she was burning her pain in one hole,but after each day it's geting stronger and stronger...There was nothing that strong anymore ...
Posted by Elldamar on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 05:52:00 PST