KRSTNR &hearts [deathly hallows, 23 days] =)

&hearts Kristener &hearts I'm 21. short. single. chubby. and I'm pretty spectacular.
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i used to think i was pretty fucking spectacular...until i crumbled. i'm not bright and shiny and i'm sick of pretending...my heart is not a toy, although some people think it is fun to play with. i have star tattoos on my wrist because i got a fortune cookie once that told me to "cover my scars with stars" and i listened. i have 3 holes in each ear. 2 cartilage in each and 6g regular holes. i also have a hole in my belly button, my eyebrow, and my nose. i poke holes in myself and i guage my ears so i know that i can infact, still feel. my life is not all its cracked up to be, i work 2 jobs and struggle to pay the bills that i have. i need a guy in my life that i can love just as much as he loves me. i hardly ever clean my room. i don't ever pronounce my "r"'s and one of my closest friends just recently moved to florida, the other will leave soon too. the only things that tend to calm me down lately are kevins acoustic guitar playing, singing, and driving in my new car. - - - before i turned all dark and twisty, i enjoyed long walks on the beach at night, and i loved kissing in the rain and one of my favorite things to do was to cuddle and watch movies...especially harry potter. - - - i still enjoy spending time with my 3 cats, my 2 dogs, and my main homie diane...and i sleep every night...hardly...but i do, hoping that that one guy will come and make me his Jamie Sullivan. "A dream is a wish your heart makes, When your fast asleep...."
:: Introducing :: My Homies ::
Diane
Sanuon
Txhiaj
Dereker
Lauraer
Sarah
Kristinir
Jeannie
Angel-Iquey
Melissa
Christinaer
Nicole
&hearts Kristener's Thoughts &hearts June 17, 2OO7 [11:47am]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
&hearts Comment &hearts Dear Kristener...