need to take time for me.... |
i sit here and think... why is it every body that see's me gor who i am some one who i cant see my slef with.... the ones that see me for who i am the ones who see me at the bar.. i cant find someone ...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 01:11:00 GMT |
WHY.... cant i just be happy |
yes i know every time i post something on here its about how bad things are for me or how shity i feel but hey this is how i vent.. well i wont go into detail but ive gotten hurt but im handling very ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 03:09:00 GMT |
ok im leaving soon |
ok yall im leaveing soon i leave on the 26th to get on base on the 27th for basic training so i you would like me to write you then send me a message with your full name and address and i will write y...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:52:00 GMT |
I realized i am lucky |
I sit here and i think to myself i am truely lucky... i sit here and ive complained alot on here... but i just realized i really am lucky.. i have freinds and family that truley lve me people respect ...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 08:05:00 GMT |
whats haunting me..... |
I dont know what it is but something is haunting me. this isnt like me i normally dont get like this ... ive been thinking about old friends that the friendship ended on a bad note... ive had 2 dreams...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 15:50:00 GMT |
To those who are or calim to be my freind..... |
ok this is for those who want to say they are my freinds and to those who are..... firstly i would like to say something to catch you up on my current events well recently i was stabed in the ba...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 23:55:00 GMT |
....hurt...mad...sad...confused....just read youll see... |
.... Ok i know i know everytime i blog im bitching about something.... but this is really so fucked up shit... and i mean fucked up worst the the shit about that chick useing me...... ok to start i ha...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 09:48:00 GMT |
OK THATS IT IM ABOUT TO STOP BEING SO FUCKING NICE |
OK LOOK YOU KNOW WHAT... THE WHOLE LETS LET DAVID BE THERE AND THEN WHEN ITS OVER STOP TALKING TO HIM THING IS GETTING OLD... IM THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT WILL BE THERE AND HELP OUT JUST ABOUT ANYONE NO...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 22:54:00 GMT |
.... Its 11:00 on a saterday and im acctully notout... |
Its sater night 11 'clock and im home already... not really normal... its starting to get to me.... i want time to my self... without my family which aint gonna happen considering that i live with my ...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 20:56:00 GMT |
Empty..point less...worthless... most of all lonley |
..... I dont know why but i feel as thu im unwanted..... I guess its just the lonly ness getting to me but even with my friends and family i eel unwanted... i need to feel the affection and care...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 09:08:00 GMT |
