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Justin

I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself

About Me

in high school i had this phobia of another guy stealing a gurl im interested in because of one bad experence...don't ask. i used to be and kinda still am the nice guy that you call crying when you realize your boyfriend doesn't understand you ...and i do. when im really the one you should have gone out with in the first place. REMEMBER ME LADIES. YOUR BEST GUY FRIEND.(or BROTHER FIGURE) when all i really want to be is the object of the girl's affection.these days now that i'm in college that has changed for the most part and i'm not such an emo ass bitch. i just like the music haha. i hate doing things the hard way when easy way works. i have a way of seeing through fake friends and false intentions.(good to have work on it) im open to any one who is friendly. oh and yea im the semi-sensitive EMO guy too. (call it a character flaw) through out high school i developed a really bad habit of giving myself away too soon to a chick i've fallen for.BUT THOSE DAYS ARE SURE AS HELL OVER. don't give me the "its not you its me" if its bullshit( COUGH COUGH EX-GIRLFRIEND) INSTANT SUCKER for girls with nice eyes(i know...im easy)LOVE TO PARTY!!!!!!!!!! LOVE CRAZY PARTY-HARD CHICKS!! but also love chicks that can just chill and talk. most people(atschool ) call me judge (long lasting nickname with story i dont feel like telling behind it) feel free to. i get along with everyone mostly. You know that person in school who was a part of every one's click?...Yea well that was me in high school and thats me in college now.(option is a beautiful thing lol) people that hate most people get on my fucking nerves but i get along with them too.im a person of many many nicknames, more than i can remember. pretty much any thing that means white kid trapt in a black kids body. people that Hate black people seem to take a liking to me.(its weird...but cool) i've had people tell me that sometimes they forget im black. dont get me wrong though IM NOT ONE OF THOSE REVERSE WIGER KIDS i def dont think im something im not( i think that shits stupid) but im cool with them kids too, nothin against them. i would say my style is EMO/Punk/skater/very little prep when i feel like it. lets just say i wear studed belts with everything and i own, let alone wear, too many black shirts with band names on them... I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

WRITING SONG LYRICS,PARTYING,JUST HANGING OUT.. .. ..

You Are Flirt-able!

You are the best of both worlds - sexy and friendly, but not in either box.
Your charm is addicting, and you always have plenty of people flirting with you.
And if you want to turn things up, that's always an option for you.
You have plenty of options - without being the person everyone has already done :-)

Are You F***able?
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I'd like to meet:

Like isaid im open to anybody who is friendly. remember i see right through you fake ass fuckers so dont even bother if thats you...
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Music:

a change of pace, halifax, muse, cute is what we aim for,DESAPERECIDOS, mars vaulta, roses are red, a thorn for every heart, amber pacific,Atreyu, boys night out, death cab for cutie, EMANUEL, from first to last, goldfinger, GREELEY ESTATES, hellogoodbye,hidden in plain view, johnny cash, Mae, MIDTOWN,NAME TAKEN, PANIC AT THE DISCO,SPILL CANVAS,RUFIO,SAOSIN, THIS PROVIDENCE, senses fail, new found glory, FALL OUT BOY, further seems forever(when im in the mood only)finch, blink 182, box car racer, MXPX,auto pilot off,trust co.,matchbook romance, the used,+ thursday, silverstein,story of the year,taking back sunday, modest mouse,alkaline trio, a static lullaby,finch, green day,my chemical romance,nirvana,sublime, incubus, something corporate, sugarcult, the starting line,the early november, yellow card(when in mood),underoath(always in mood for),

Movies:

theres alot...

My Blog

new poem

"Fallen to the Fall"No one notices or seeswhen the fall startswhen the trees begin to weepwill this season mend my heartThus begins the attemptsto over come the dread of lonelynessthe dread that exemp...
Posted by Justin on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:49:00 PST

if these tears could speak...

If these tears that flow from my eyes now could speak.... they would tell the story of a girl who changed my life in times of depression.  a girl who taught me how to love enough to want nothing ...
Posted by Justin on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 02:55:00 PST

new and short

Just as willows weep like widowed wivesthe pain peaks from blackened eyescause i lost the fight to keep my tiesmy ties to friends that keep me tryingthis constant shit that keeps me cryingthe drinking...
Posted by Justin on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 07:21:00 PST

this lonely town i live in...

"This lonely town i live in"expect for nothing, hope for anythingthis summers almost overjust hang on till it endsseems this house is where i'm safeeven though i feel the samelike i'm locked up in thi...
Posted by Justin on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 02:24:00 PST

some one...the one that it always comes back to...

its so close but we're so far away...
Posted by Justin on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 12:29:00 PST

this is the product of a 5 month writters block

"Lost causes that remain vivid" i would be so happy with her but so torn apart with out there lies no shade to shadow my doubts there is no doubt with in me that  my heart still beats faster w...
Posted by Justin on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 12:02:00 PST

one magical night, one fell swoop... and i'm just memory to her...

"unanswered" Often i wish to know the answers, to the questions i ask myself, why must i pay? when will i learn to submit to non pain why do i give in when hurt calls my name where do i begin this st...
Posted by Justin on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 07:26:00 PST

this is one of my fav poems i've written

"Screaming arson" An image like desecration Fires a painted picture of me The words upon my note pad They mean so much to me But i can't breath And it's taken this long and and it's still hard to see...
Posted by Justin on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 01:00:00 PST

some EMo ass poetry of mine

Had high hopes for the night That should have been great But little is known Disappointment awaits Had high hopes for the night That promised much more My confidence at peak And continuing...
Posted by Justin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

these are my words bitch

my thoughts day to day For the way I write is the way I think It might sound different but its unique It might sound varied but its distinct For the way I write is the way I think These tho...
Posted by Justin on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST