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cherry

When you find you, come back to me

About Me

Things People Don't Really Know About Me :)I love my father very much I am someone who's strange and full of contrast I can be downright moody-- very happy one moment and then be very quiet the next, thinking about the thing I just did, said or the thing that just happened. I can be very obsessive-compulsive--giving so much attention to minute details. I love doing little things for people I love-- giving little notes when they least expect it or just a simple hug. I hate it when people take advantage of my being nice. I tend to be so quiet/shy in front of people I am not really close with but can become the most "kulit" and the most talkative person when I am with my closest truest best friends. I am so sensitive--I get hurt easily by what other people say. If I don't really like someone I'd rather not talk to you. I oftentimes think that people don't really like me--insecurities (Got lots of them)!!!! I sleep a lot. I love staying in my room and just stare at the ceiling or walls--and then realizations about things just pop out (it just feels great!). I enjoy being alone (being my retarded/autistic self--haha). I get annoyed easily. I get jealous easily. I always try to listen to both sides of the story and not just making conclusions right away-- it's always better to give the benefit of the doubt to someone. I have a BORING LIFE!!! My social life is uuhhhhmmmmmm???? The question is, do I have one? I am a very secretive person. I am not the confrontational type of person. I'd rather not talk about it especially if I know that things arent still going well. I can be possessive of my friends--I don't really know if "possessive" is the right term--I guess I am just scared to lose people who are important to me. I ask questions a lot, I try to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. I always want to know why, where and any other possible detail I can possibly know about things

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My Blog

Random Reasons Why I LOVEB HIM

They say, "You know you really love the person when you are asked for one simple reason why you do and you can't really think of any".. Well, that's not always the case.  At least not form me :)  "Coz...
Posted by on Fri, 29 May 2009 23:26:00 GMT

christmas party with children close to my heart :)

after too weeks and counting of bein bum, at last i had a great day today :) we assisted in stac-peh christmas party ( i don't really know what stac means! hahaha).. it's an org i guess of disab...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 01:15:00 GMT

my thoughts for september 1, 2007 (send off ceremony)

before i finally go to sleep i thought i'd write down my thoughts for this day :)  well this day ended out just fine considering i had a very bad start :( and if there is any consolation i didn't...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 08:58:00 GMT

Things People Dont Really Know About Me :)

Things People Don't Really Know About Me :) I love my father very much I can be downright moody-- very happy one moment and then be very quiet the next, thinking about the thing I just did, said o...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 03:38:00 GMT

is he just a friend?

what now? you've told yourself that you don't feel anything.. but then again, you long if he's not around,. you're too bothere if he does say HI! you always look at your mobile and wish it was his nam...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 01:38:00 GMT

your birthday and your nature :)

If your birthday is on ...... Scroll down to find outabout your nature > .....> > > > December 23rd - January 1st     Red> > January 2nd - January 11th Orange> > January 12th - Jan...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:42:00 GMT

:(

the sad situation is not the dicovery that my prince is committed to someone else.what's truly pathetic is how i try to snatch the princess role for myself..
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:38:00 GMT

scars :(

NoT aLL sCaRs ShOw, NoT aLL wOuNds HeaL...SoMeTiMeS YoU CaNt See The PaIn ThAt SoMeOnE FeeLs...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:34:00 GMT

nothing :(

you asked me what was wrong i smiled and said nothing, then i turned around and whispered everything...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:13:00 GMT

A Taste of Dilemma :(

Who would have thought that I'd be able to taste a dose of dilemma during my 3-week hospital duty??? I told myself that I had to make the best out of our last hospital exposure day but I nev...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 03:08:00 GMT